'Day 274, still no sign of a god who accidentally killed me or anything. Really should just accept it's a bit to late for it be that.'
In the midst of a void a small silver ball is floating.
'Recently I've started to question many things, like if I'm actually crazy after all this time and the whole talking to my self isn't just a coping mechanism. But then I think that I can't be crazy if I recognize it as a coping mechanism. I'm also starting to think that maybe the reason I can't see anything is that I just can't see and not that there is nothing here.'
'Well back to counting I suppose nothing else to do any way. ~5999 bottles of beer on the w-'
And all of a sudden in the void where nothing had happened for nearly a year, there was light. A divine sort of light coming from a huge crack in the sky? Is it still a sky if there isn't any ground? Questions for later I suppose. Anyway back to the giant light rift.. yeah that sounds good I'm going to call it a rift.
'Is this it is it finally time for me to meet a ROB and start my multiverse traveling harem filled adventures?!'
(30 days later)
'This can't be happening. There is no way that giant rift was just a tease!!'
It's been thirty days since the rift opened. I'd tried everything I could, from willing myself (now that I think about do I even have a form?) to move, to mentally shouting insults at in the hopes of provoking it to do something… looking back trying to provoke what is essentially a huge crack was kind of stupid but I was desperate.
'Well at least the rift was progress better then just a black void with nothing
(1 year and 117 days later)
'Day 753… no wait that's not right. Day 756 there we go much better. It's been about a year since the rift opened still no change. Wait a year… 365 days… so 730 two years and the rift opened on like day 260 something .. wait no day 270 something. So yeah around a year. And here I was thinking I was losing it…'
I was starting to collapse. I had always been antisocial but 2 whole years with no one but myself to talk was way to much. I hope something happens before I go insane, if I haven't already that is. The rift has to mean something… it has to!
(An unknown amount of time later)
'It has to mean something. It has to mean something. It has to mean something. It has to mean something.'
(He will be fine… probably..)
'Where am I!?! Oh, still here… hahahaha… how you doing void, missed me??'
'…'
'What do you mean I never left?'
'…'
'Nah you can't trick me, if I never left the why don't I remember being here?'
'…'
'Blackouts from the mental stress? That doesn't sound like me… I mean how stressed out could I be?'
'….'
'You don't know anything! I've only been here for… hmmm… I- I can't remember? No that can't be right I haven't been here that long I should be able to remember…'
(And time skip!)
'Why can't I remember… wait what am I trying to remember? Hmmm… wait who am I?!'
'…'
'Don't call me and idiot! I just forgot…'
'…'
'Wait what did I forget? I feel like it was important?'
(Last time skip for several chapters hope you like womb pov)
-????? POV-
•Haaaa… finally away from that place! Who does that angel think he is talking to his creator like that. 'Oh boss the 53rd multiverse is fragmenting again' like yeah I'm the supreme creator I can tell… and now finally I can vacation back home. Ahh the primordial void how I've missed you!•
'….'
•What do you mean you had a visitor? Besides the void beasts no other living things should be out here…? My omniverses walls prevent any of those pesky "supreme gods" from escaping.•
'…'
•Below me? Oh? A soul? And from my omniverse too? How strange… hey little guy can you hear me?•
'Remember, Forget. Remember, Forget. Remember Forget…'
•Well that's not ideal… I guess I should fix that for him..•
-Mc POV-
'What where am I?'
All of sudden like a speeding truck it hit me. I had died… hmm that feels weird to acknowledge. I had lived a mediocre life I suppose. Nothing bad or amazing had ever happened to me, I mean some people consider being an orphan by 21 and still single and alone by 37 kinda of sad but I never saw it that way. Probably why I'm so accepting of my death…. 37 years of putting up with other people, 16 of which you were totally alone, yeah not much to miss.
As for my death.. well that's a little funny seems my starting analogy was a bit to on the nose. Death by speeding truck was actually my ideal death, I mean to my weeb mind that upped my chances of reincarnation by quite a bit. Speaking of reincarnation where even am I?
Opening my eyes? Do I have eyes? I saw…. Void.
If the last one hit me like a truck then this hit me like a bullet train. A whole 17 years inside this void, the rift, my hope all coming back to me. And along with it my shattered mind from that period.
'Ahhhh!'
It hurt. It hurt real bad. Whenever they talk about the whole memory/soul merging thing in novels and they pass it off as a headache. Yeah I call bs on that. It felt like someone was shoving a screw driver into my forehead, no worse then that… a rusty screw driver that you knew was going to have lasting effects.
'Ahaha… good I'm sane again or am I? Hmm doesn't matter! Hiya Voidy, did ya miss me?!'
'…'
'Come one don't be like that'
'…'
'Well fine I'll talk to the rift instead…'
'….'
'So how you doin—'
As I looked over at the rift I saw something I doubt I could ever forget. A huge ball of golden light with a dark black trim that seemed to suck in all light. As I looked at it I could feel my mind start to fragment again. Damn, and I had just regained my sanity…
•Hmm?•
The voice felt like sitting on top of a mile wide speaker that only produced bass frequencies. I felt my very soul shudder, or I assume It did since I shuddered and I'm pretty sure that I'm just a soul right now.
•Ahh I see•
All of a sudden in a great flash of light the ball condensed into a humanoid shaped gas cloud and I felt my mind start to heal.
"Is this better young one?"
The voice still felt powerful but it no longer shook my very soul so i guess that's an improvement.
"Can he not hear me? I swear I fixed all the mental damage but maybe I missed something?" The… gas person thing… whispered under its.. it feels like a he… his breathe. "Young one! Can you hear me!"
All of a sudden he..Yeah that feels right.. shouted at me. In pure reflex from my time at school and with my father I nodded.
"Oh.. good" He seemed almost… embarrassed? "Well no matter, I am the supreme god of the omniverse. Would you care to explain how you arrived here?"
I froze, this was it. The ROB I so dearly wished for. The one who could bring my dreams to life. Had I been new to the void and frankly.. sane I would have played it humble trying to gain his favor. But with my already unstable mental state from the suddenness of my situation, my previously damaged psyche, and quite a lot of lent up frustration, I could only say one thing.
"It's about damn time!"