We recently went to our new class i.e.class 7 . It was all normal on the first day. We were introduced with new teachers,new subjects,new syllabus,etc. In ICSE boards seventh standard is considered as the most toughest class because we have 11 subjects and vast syllabus. Initially I was calm and cool and did not take any stess about studies.I lived in a hostel with five more classmates. All were good ,hard working, helpful and caring. Casually I remained silent,and did bother anyone.It was always me and my studies . After one month our first unit test started and I worked for that but didn't score well.I was upset ,but later thought to do good next time,but this time also I did not excel.I was really sad and lost all my hope . I strated demeaning my self. That time only my hostel warden became my support system and pushed me to work hard. Though I heard her and started my hard work,I had same fear of losing. Then too I went on . I left my tution and increased my self study time. I cleared my doubt with my friends. Everytime if I had any problems with my studies I got it cleared with my friends but don't know what happened that day I thought to ask someone else. I never got this thought in mind but dont know what kind of hormones were released that day. I didn't even hesitate,I just wrote the question in my notebook and gave it to him to solve .He saw the question and said," Can I give the solution tomorrow?"
I replied with yes.
I waited for next day .
I asked for the solution the next day He told, "Give your notebook,I will solve it there".
I took out my notebook and handed it to him.It was the first time I saw him clearly,and God knows what kind of stare or look it was ,I just fell for him right then . I never thought to share this with anyone because it was of no use as no one would have accepted me. I just found pleasure in looking him ,even it lasted for five minutes it really made me happy.