'The lesson will be repeated until it is learned.'
With the lowering of the manager level to supervisor, I no longer have the right to COP. Car Ownership Program. I have to return the official car to the Company.
But, in reality, the car is also more often parked in the office rather than at home. I prefer to go home by motorcycle taxi aka ojek and leave the car in the office to catch up with my daughter.
When driving the car, I always find Bright fast asleep as I get home. By ojek, it is possible to drive zig-zag, overtaking between traffic jams, sometimes on the sidewalk, sometimes on the counterflow, it can save up to 30 minutes, I can get home when Bright still awoke, so I still have a little time to play with.
Whatever the reason, seem I do not appreciate the availability of a car; I may not grateful enough; which caused the vehicle to be forcibly removed from the ownership program.
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What about the fate of my other jobs?
The right job I wanted in my subconscious came into my life. Everything materialized even more perfectly than I ever imagined.
At the insurance company, I experienced many strange stories along my journey to meet prospective customers.
Remember the story pickpocket who was caught and beaten by the crowd before my eyes (Welcome to the Jungle)
Remember the story about the woman who lost her cell phone in the Metro car whereas the target was me (10% to God)
Remember the story about mass hypnosis on a city bus, and I escaped the herd (Mass Hypnotize)
Remember the story about a father who died on the sidewalk in front of me and I was just frozen (Afternoon at a bus stop)
The film that was playing in my subconscious was about Battle. Disappointment about the Downgrade that is so imprinted and carried along my life journey, even though I feel I have forgotten and let it go.
What I experienced was a manifestation of what was in my subconscious. I'm the one who pulled strange events that happened along my journey.
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When becoming a Professional Network Builder comes women, warriors, the backbone of the family, and people who are sick. In my heart, I want to be able to help fellow sisters, so they have their income as well as provide information on alternative medicine for the sick.
So, it's no wonder, sick people and warrior women surround me. Because I send the vibrations, I send the energy, I attract them, and they come into my life.
If I want to be successful in this business, I should focus on its business, focusing on people who have money because this business is a Lifestyle business. A healthy lifestyle is expensive.
It turns out that's not where I'm interested, and I was wrong all this time. But in the wrong Focus, it also shows who I am.
It's not about right or wrong. It's not nearly good or bad or looking for excuses. It's about Focus, Attention. Intention. It is a law of nature, the law of attraction, like the law of Gravity.
Now I'm not curious anymore. Maybe I failed, but I was satisfied. I've lived and experienced. I accept everything as part of the learning process. Not a mistake.
I have forgiven myself and my past. Promise my past didn't have control over me again.
Now I take all the lessons as my destiny. A new awareness that has become my Strength.
That is the result of the evaluation, the lessons I can take from my life's journey; what lessons did you take from your life experiences?
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Turn your magic on
To me she says
Incoming call
I looked at my cell phone screen. A name blinked. RANITA!!!
Not believing the name on it, I brought it closer to my eyes.
Yes. Right. Ranita!
After almost five years since I resigned, there was no contact, and once that woman called, just when I was in our office when I just remembered her—either a coincidence or a miracle.
The phone was cut off.
Then the song called again
I immediately answered her and said hello first.
"How are you, mbak?" asked a voice from the other side. "What is your activity now?"
Ranita did not know that I was in the ex-office of The DOER Company.
From a telephone conversation, I knew that this office building had been sold. Most of the employees have been laid off—mass layoffs. The marketing office moved to a smaller location in Jakarta; the company retained only a few core employees. Ranita offered me back a position in her new Organizational Structure now.
I fell silent.
Not the job offer I was thinking of; for me, the Doer Company is a thing of the past, and I have no interest in going back in time.
But, I know Ranita very well. It was not easy for her to contact me again, offering a position.
It would be far much easier for her to find new people than to call me back—whatever the reason.
Ranita's call reminded me of memories from five years ago that I buried deep inside. It turns out that the memories are still there; it turns out that the memories are still clearly in my subconscious.
How she handed me a letter of Down Grade was still playing in my head, still stuck in my mind, even though my conscious mind had forgiven her.
Ranita's call this time knocking opened my heart. Even though Ranita did not directly apologize, her good intention to contact me and offer me a new job opportunity was a sign of her apology.
Feel like something released from my deep-down conscious, just with a phone call. My soul is lighter.
I didn't tell her about my new job related to my previous job at The Doer Company. The new job required me to fly to various countries to implement systems and share knowledge in other parts of the world.
A dream come true.
Thank you, Ranita
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