She was about 12 years old when she first saw him , she was on holidays and she saw him standing in his terrace across the street . The boy use to live in village but the girl was living in city , she use to come to village every year , her mother knew his mother so he use to come over too .Ryder was the most handsome guy in the village every girl used to like him and wanted to be with him , time passed and they got to know eachother well.Next day she had to leave as she was going to the place where she actually lives.On the way back she couldn't see him so she got a bit upset . Time passed and whenever she use to go on holidays again she would see him with same heart eyes and his smile would melt her . 4th time when she was about 16 years old , she said to herself that she will tell him that she loves him.It was a festival day when she went to him and said ,"hi " with blushing , nervous, shaking , he said , "hiii" with a big smile. She was afraid someone might see her proposing him so she took him for a walk . She started with saying , "how do i look ?" He said , "you always look pretty Elina " , she smiled and her heart fluttered , Elina was her name and his name was Ryder . She said , "you look great too ", he nodded his head and smiled , she couldn't resist the fact that he made her heart smiled that every second , she knew within her heart that he loves her too . Elina stopped for a second she hold his hands and gave him a piece of paper , which typically everyone was doing back then . In that letter she just wrote three words , "i love you" nothing else , then she made an excuse and walked away to home , on the way many things were going on in her head like " what was i thinking ?!" "Why did i do that ?!" "Omg this is so embarrassing" . He opened the letter and his eyes sparkled as he was himself in love with her the moment he saw her . Next day she saw him and she started feeling anxious and afraid that he might reject her . Ryder came to her house, everyone was sitting together and she was sitting a bit away so she dont make eye contact with him , but whenever she looked at him , he was already looking back at her and whenever the eyes met both smiled and looked away .Her heart was beating and smiled as this was all happening . As she got up , he got up too and made an excuse , she went to the terrace and waited , she knew he would come.... Turns out he didn't and that made her realize how stupid she was to think he loved her ....as she turned around there was a boy standing in front of her , her small cousin... Holding a flower and she got confused , when her little cousin gave her the flower he pointed towards right and what she saw made her heart flutter and her eyes sparkling. The flower was by him , Ryder . He waved at her with a big smile and with the flower there was a piece of paper attached written "i love you too" , she couldn't control her happiness and blushing , she ran back to her room and locked the door and reas that letter million times , not believing her eyes ..... Then whenever she came he use yo wait for her every year loving her dearly , he use to die to see her again and she use to feel the same ... but there love didn't lasted , couldn't worked out as she was living in city and he was from village , family differences , complications made them part there ways with eachother . He got engaged with someone else and she never came back to village again... And thats how she lost her 1st love which didnt worked out ....to be continued