I have never felt this useless in my entire life ,At 20 and I am still being controlled by my mother,I believe everything she says and I always follow her commands,I asked her if I could attend one of my best friend's birthday party and her reply was "no" ,so I can not disobey her because I am known to be an obedient girl and I have to act along so I am in my room doing what I usually do whenever I am restricted from going out and having my freedom.If only dad was alive ,I won't have to go through all this,Ever since dad's death,my mom doesn't allow me to go out for fear that I will not come back again and leave that my dad left. I can remember it vividly when I was about turning 16,my dad and I had so many plans and we were only waiting for the day to come ,but a day before,he died in a car accident when come back from work and he left us (a prickle of tears ran down my cheek)Ever since then,I don't go out without at large amount of protection and security. I can't even visit my friends without at least 6 bodyguards following me.sigh . (phone rings )
"hello"
"Anna where are you now"
"uhm Blue, I'm so sorry but my mom said that I can't leave the house today again as usual "
"but Anna you promised you'd come"
"Honestly.....I wish I can Blue,but you know how mom is sometimes ,I can't disobey her , I'm sorry "
"so you won't come "
"no"
"okay it's fine I get it "
"big B hope you're not angry"
"no I'm not but you owe me for this"
"no problem,after today we can go out for ice cream or something"
(scoffs,as if your mom would allow you go out )
"well I gotta go now ,I have guests to attend to "
"no problem,bye "
"bye"
(well as much as I am sorry for Blue,that one of her closest friends could not attend her birthday party,I can't go against my mother.sigh).