After walking out of the classroom, I didn't look any excited. Although I successfully defeated Liu Wentao and became the winner. But this endless voting game is still not over. It is still devouring our lives.
In the classroom, Liu Wentao was still bleeding, but I no longer dared to turn back. Because it was me that pushed Liu Wentao into the abyss. Trembling, I walked down the corridor, my heart could not tell what I felt.
"Boss, are you okay?" Wei surprised and came over. But I didn't turn around.
"What's wrong?" Next to me, Wen Zhu also came over.
"I want to be by myself for a while." I glanced at them, then turned around and walked out of the school building. When I came to the playground, I sat down on the ground, and tears slowly flowed out of my eyes.
I don't know why I'm crying, but I can't suppress the sadness inside. It was clear that I had won and survived this game of survival. But why, I feel unbearably uncomfortable.
Although Liu Wentao was not killed by my own hands, but it was my direct cause. Although he had bullied me. I also thought of revenge. But looking at his dying face, my heart is nearly suffocating uncomfortable.
I'm just a high school student, I'm not a god. The pain of killing my classmate with my own hands was always with me. For several days in a row, I couldn't sleep well.
I don't know when, Xue Ru has come behind me. I glanced over and took a look, then turned back and did not speak.
"Are you all right?" Xue Ru asked with concern.
"I'm fine, I don't need you to worry." I glanced at her coldly, then dried my tears and stood up. I didn't want to show my weakness in front of Xue Ru.
"That, don't take yesterday's matter into account. I was thoughtless." Xue Ru bit her lips and said with a miserable white face.
"I know, but it doesn't matter." I shook my head and said. Now I already have a handful of blood. In this voting game, so far, I have taken out three people.
Lina, Ban Xia, Liu Wentao. Although they were not killed by my own hands, but they died directly in my hands. My heart had gradually gone cold.
"Why do you refuse to forgive me?" Xue Ru said with a pale face.
"Why should I forgive you, and what is my place in your heart?" I looked at Xue Ru and questioned.
"Of course you are important in my heart." Xue Ru looked at me and said eagerly.
"Not necessarily." I looked at Xue Ru and sneered, "In that case, the girls in the class asked you if you were dating me, but you gave a negative answer?"
"This ..." Xue Ru looked at me, her face hesitated for a moment, or lowered her head and replied, "My parents don't let me fall in love early, so I'm afraid that my classmates will know, and if they do, my parents might have to know too. ."
"That's a good excuse. But unfortunately you are lying." I calmly looked at Xue Ru, and a touch of sadness surfaced in my eyes. Then I turned back and spoke in a light voice: "Since you are not willing to explain, then let me explain."
"From the very beginning when you approached me, I noticed that you held a certain purpose for me. Only at that time I was overwhelmed and did not notice it. Only later did I sense that something was wrong, that you just didn't have me in mind from the beginning. Just wanted to use me a little."
"No, I didn't use you." Xue Ru looked at me and said.
"Maybe, but the reason you don't tell others, my relationship with you. It's because you feel ashamed, right?" I suddenly spoke. Sure enough after I said this, Xue Ru's expression froze and lowered her head not daring to look at me.
"I know, I'm not capable, and I'm not handsome. You, on the other hand, happen to be a girl who loves to save face. You are afraid that if people know you are dating me, you will be laughed at. That's why you asked me to hide it. Am I right?"
"I don't deserve you, you should go find a better one." I finished and gently but gently threw off her arm. Only leaving her with a desperate back. Then unceremoniously turned around and left. And Xue Ru seemed frozen, the whole person completely dumbfounded standing on the playground.
I walked to the edge of the playground without looking back, and Wen Zhu caught up with me at this time. He looked at me and said, "Boss, you're okay, right?"
"Yes. After breaking up with Xue Ru, everything is much easier." I smiled and said. Completely cut off all relations with Xue Ru. I suddenly felt much more relaxed. The whole person as if from a prison inmates out of the same.
No wonder someone said that men and women who fall in love are idiots, love will make people's thoughts fall into chaos. It is not possible to distinguish your direction.
"Let's go, there's still a lot waiting for me to do." I said with a smile.
"Wait a minute." Wen Zhu looked at me and said in a hesitant whisper, "Boss, you should have seen it too. Sister-in-law must have bitterness. Why are you still so determined to break up with her?"
"Bitterness?" I shook my head with a sneer, and a touch of sadness appeared in my eyes: "Who does not have hardships? You have, I also have. Love is something that makes two people happy. And now that we are together, it could only be misfortune. It would be better for both of us to separate."
I turned away without looking back, and no one saw that there were tears in the corners of my eyes as well ...
The morning has passed quickly. This morning inside the class, there are not many people back to the classroom. The police came again, but it was just a simple collection of bodies.
Students have become numb, and many know that the police can no longer be relied upon. The only one who can rely on is himself. So the students went into action, just hoping to find the truth of the matter.
During this morning, I was not idle. Instead, I was studying something. The bizarre diary in Su Ye's room. And the letters of redrum on the wall. These are all important clues.
What is the last paragraph of Su Ye's diary, and the caption written on the wall. All these have me puzzled.
"Now the first thing to understand, redrum these letters mean?" I said to Wen Zhu. Now Wei, Hong several people are converging on my seat and began to discuss.
The classroom all smelled like disinfectant water, but having experienced death in the classroom, most of the students were used to it. Those who have not experienced death. Those who have not experienced despair may not be able to understand.
In this classroom, so many people have died. But this game of voting on behalf of death continues. We don't even have time to grieve before we have to deal with a new test.
"redrum means silent witness." Hong said as she picked up her phone.
"Silent witness?" I looked at the letters in front of me and my voice muttered, "What does that mean. Why would Su Ye write this line of letters in the room."
"Yeah, what does this phrase mean?" Wen Zhu also muttered.
"Forget it, since people don't understand, why don't we just go to Su Ye's house again and see." I muttered. On Su Ye's computer was still logged into the class group's account and there was a diary. If I could get my hands on the diary. Maybe we can find out what.
"That's good, I'll accompany you as soon as possible." Wei said.
"Okay. Just you and me two." I patted him on the shoulder and said, for Wei I trust very much. Because even in my desperate times, he did not betray me.
In addition to me, others are also talking in the class. Especially Wang Zheng, Gao Ming these few. They were also discussing something. It was already the third class in the morning, and there was only one more class before the end of school.
Fu Ling has now completely lost her prestige, and the whole person is hanging her head and walking on the chair. A few girls next to her were comforting her.
I know Fu Ling is a very nice person, and she is bent on saving the whole class from itself. But up to now, she hadn't made any progress. The students inside the class, too, were not trusting her.
"Fu Ling, don't be angry. I know you are doing it for the good of the whole class." The girl next to her said.
"But it's all up to now, and I still haven't saved anyone." Fu Ling said with a face full of despair as she slumped on the table.
"No matter what, you still can't give up. Everyone is still waiting for you to save." The girl said.
"Well, I will definitely save everyone." Fu Ling straightened up her body and said with a serious face.
However, except for Fu Ling, all the other students inside the class had no interest in saving the whole class. What was discussed more was how to save themselves. Even I was the same.
I had saved the class once, and what I got in return was a merciless betrayal. This made me understand. The students inside the class were not worth saving at all.
"Listen up, everyone, we are going to fight side by side from now on. Everything must be guaranteed with our lives. As for the others have nothing to do with us." I held out my hand and said.
"Well, we have to fight side by side." Wei also held out his hand and said. Then Wen Zhu and Hong have held out their hands, and so a simple team was formed.
And in other places in the classroom, such things are still happening. Under the pressure of survival, everyone began to instinctively form a small group, ready to advance and retreat together to cope with the death vote game.
Classes are slowly splitting ...