During the evening study period, I skipped class. With me, there are Wen Zhu and Wei. Even his girlfriend, , followed. In the evening, we were eating barbecue in a barbecue stall.
"Boss, don't be angry. A woman like that is not worth it." Wen Zhu said, handing me a skewer of squid. I nodded and ate a bite with an indifferent expression.
"Yes." Wei also said the same. I shook my head and poured a mouthful of beer. In fact, I can not drink.
Just a sip, I was choked enough to choke. But even so, I still gulped down the wine. Hopefully, it will free me from the pain.
Today I nearly lost everything, if not accompanied by a few brothers around me, I do not know if I can still tough it out. Eating barbecue and pouring wine, my will is getting blurred.
"Don't drink so much, boss, eat a little more." Wei hurriedly brought over a string of loin and said.
"How am I qualified to be your boss now." I said with a bitter smile.
"Come on, in my heart you will always be my boss." Wei hurriedly said. I did not talk nonsense, but continued to pour wine. At the same time, he ate a big mouthful of spicy barbecue.
Wen Zhu was surprisingly a bit silent, and I knew he was worried. Because right now, we have no foothold in the class. Dong Kui can now deal with us at will.
My expression grew colder and colder. In fact, I should have guessed it a long time ago. Xue Ru approaching me must have a purpose. But I did not notice at the time. Or is aware of it, but also deliberately pretend not to know.
My current situation, in fact, is my own creation. No one can blame. Because I was too naive.
Continue to drink wine, my head more and more addicted. Wei how to persuade also useless. Simply gritted his teeth and said, "In that case, I will accompany you to get drunk." Wei also gulped down a bottle of beer.
Wen Zhu also nodded his head and also began to pour the wine. Hong looked at us helplessly. She doesn't touch any alcohol. Can only sit next to play with the phone.
Just as we were in a drunken mess, Hong suddenly spoke up with a big change of face, "Look guys! We seem to be still in the group!"
I was desperately drinking when my face suddenly changed. Nearly roughly grabbed the phone from Hong's hands. My pair of eyes were glued to the phone. What passed over my face was complexity, and ecstasy.
That's right, we were back in the group. Everyone in the group reappeared as if nothing had changed. It was a nightmare, a nightmare from which there was no escape.
But for some reason, I was laughing. And laughing maniacally. Even I couldn't tell what I was doing.
"Interesting, it's getting interesting." I laughed with my phone. And in the group at the moment there was a lot of commotion.
"What's going on? How did we get back in?"
"Yeah, why? Isn't it obviously over?"
"Palsy, how did this happen? Who dragged us in?"
"This is not over, I can't take it anymore, I want to quit the group!"
The group had become a mess. And Wen Zhu and Wei both came to their senses, gazing urgently at the group in front of them. The group that had already disappeared, appeared once again.
"Why is it like this? Isn't it already over?" Wen Zhu muttered.
"Yeah, it should be over already." Wei also said.
"It looks like we don't have to leave. Because we can't escape." I looked at the phone and said. Then threw the phone to Hong. The look I had lost gradually disappeared and was replaced by confidence.
"Come, everyone eat together. I'm happy today." I said with a smile, then aimed at the squid and took a bite. Wen Zhu and the others all looked at me strangely, and their voices couldn't help but say, "Boss, we've come to this point, what else can we be happy about."
"Nothing." I said with a smile, then took a big bite of squid. Then poured a mouthful of wine.
After I finished eating, I directly asked Wei to settle the bill. Then turned around and walked home. Wei is also not in the mood to send me. After all, now the class group appeared again.
There were still people making noise in the group, and Xue Ru seemed to have sent me a message. But I didn't even look at it before I closed it ∵ On the way home, I started thinking about it.
This time, I seem to be too impatient. That's why I made so many mistakes. It put me in a certain death situation several times. And I should have noticed long ago, Xue Ru's attitude toward me has changed.
The last time in the corridor of the ghost, I was almost dead, but I woke up, the first thing I saw was Wen Zhu. According to reason, I was injured for her, she should be guarding me all night long. But the truth is just the opposite. I had actually noticed it at the time, but convinced myself with some inexplicable reason.
Emotions made me block my vision and not realize what was happening in front of me. If I continue like this, then not only will I die, but my brother will die with me.
It has to change, I said to myself.
When I got home, I closed the door and curled up in bed. I stared calmly at the pictures on the wall. I hugged my legs, my eyes slightly closed, but my mind was pondering.
Xue Ru's betrayal, the betrayal of the whole class made me understand. Nothing in this world is reliable. The only thing you can rely on is yourself! And now I am so naive, so cowardly.
I pulled out the Tai Gong compass, and it was the only thing that could help me at this time. Gently bite the finger. The tai gong compass began to glow red, followed by ancient blood-colored words that began to slowly float.
"Listen to the fate of the heavens and go against the grain."
"So that's how it is, I understand." I said as I looked at the line. Then continued to close my eyes, my eyes fell into contemplation.
This night, I stayed up all night.
This night, my mind kept reverberating with various words. There was Dong Kui's, there was He Chen's. There was also Xue Ru's. The cacophony in my head drove me to near madness.
"Actually, I have nothing to do with him, he's not my boyfriend."
"Bai Zhi, you have offended me, the whole class has no place for you."
"Brother Dong has put out the word, as long as you are in this school, see you once and beat you once!"
"Toad wants to eat swan meat! Hahahaha!"
Throughout the night, these voices echoed, and I struggled as if I were in hell. But to no avail.
"That's enough! That's enough of you!" I covered my head and kept screaming miserably. Pain, despair, this most terrible emotion surrounded my heart. It made me like a wounded beast.
The day gradually lightened up. But it could not dispel the darkness inside me.
"Is it dawn?" I murmured looking out of the window, this night of torture did not make me decrepit. At this moment, I am more awake than at any other time. This night, in my life, is longer than any period of time. And the soul that spent the long night. Will be tougher than any time. All more terrible.
The pain did not defeat me, but made me stronger.
Slowly standing up, I moved my paralyzed arm. Then walked out of the bedroom. Not eating breakfast, I began to rummage in the cupboard.
"What are you looking for?" Father asked as he lay in bed. He was sleeping, he was working late last night, so he went to bed early.
"Where are the clothes you bought for me during the New Year period?" I asked.
"Oh, it's in the closet." Father said.
"Oh." I nodded and then rummaged through the cupboard. Soon I found the clothes. It was a russet trench coat, which my father had also bought for me for New Year's Eve.
It was my favorite dress and very expensive, causing me to not wear it more than a few times a year. Usually I wear old clothes.
"Not bad." I said as I looked at the trench coat in front of me, and then changed into the crimson trench coat.
"Dad, I'm going out first." I said to my father.
"Won't you be eating?" Father asked from behind. But I don't even answer. Instead, I gently closed the door behind me. My eyes changed dramatically, and as I walked down the road to school, the cold morning wind blew against my windbreaker, making it hunt. But I felt more happy than ever.
Thanks to those who have bullied me and betrayed me, they have given me a reason to become stronger. One day, I will make them pay a huge price. Because they are the ones who made me reborn from the pain!