I didn't know what to do at this age I had a job ,I had a wonderful family and money it was time for me to get married I didn't have any girlfriend or girl bestie so I had to chose a girl all by myself my dad had passed away and my mom was paralyzed so I had to chose a girl I didn't have much knowledge and I was already old to get married so all I thought was give life for some girl who is in difficulty and take care of her and my mom and elder sister so I went to many women's hostels to find a girl at last I found one I didn't know much about her all I heard was the warden that she is a very good lady so I didn't ask anything from them for the marriage I did everything for my marriage my mother was unable to attend the wedding as she was paralyzed and I also didn't call much of relatives after the wedding was over my wife and I took blessing from everyone and we went home and took blessing from my mom and we stayed with my mom and sister in our own house it was good then my wife was pregnant with the first child I took care of her she used to get angry for silly things I avoided everything then one day she hit her stomach so hard the water tube broke I was broken then we went to the doctor and the doctor said that it's not a healthy baby it will die if it comes out in a few days yet I said them it's k we can have the child it was a premature baby though I was broken inside I thought it's k we can make the baby healthy by taking it to hospital I ran to different hospitals carrying my child till that all the food came from my brothers house i used to pay for that even if they didn't want