NEXT TO NOTHINGNESS.

He was with IQ level 150+. Some boys are handsome some are more handsome but then comes sikander above the level of handsome and more handsome boys.He was top of handsome and smart. He performed suicide three times in his teenage. Once during one wheeling he came in front of truck. Second time he took poison. And third time he cut his vein through blade...why he do that?? Why he attempt suicide for three times. Only for getting answer of one question and one question is that "what's next to ecstasys? 'PAIN!' . And what's next to pain? 'NOTHINGNESS!'...but what about 'next to nothingness?' .He cannot get answer how I feel nothingness. He always try to give himself pain to feel nothingness but not. His soul always gone to crave if unconsciousness. But one day a girl will answer his question then he never attempt attempt suicide again. And he much angry on his IQ why his brain not answer him......so what was the answer of girl....let's see next.