It's been a wild year, I've had many different difficulties deviously dismantle me throughout this time period.My magnum opus was destroying that damn Clock, I don't know what it was put it's been bugging me ever since I brought it upstairs.I am in the airplane as I've finally gotten my Window seat.I am sitting next to a middle aged man and a woman who looks to be in her mid 20s.I can probably relax on this plane ride.The day after my little tantrum mother changed her image of me.No longer that little boy who needs help every minute, she sees a monster.It's ironing due to the fact I am her own creation, generations in making.We're in the air now as I slowly reminisce on Rose, she was a beautiful girl.I couldn't believe she got me a Christmas gift last year, I thought we left things bad.What I would give to be in her arms again.
M&M thankfully wasn't hurt too bad, only problem is he's still fat.Dolby was informed of mother of everything and he laughed it off, that's the most crazy thing of this all, like I said, it's a family problem we have.
I still wonder who the hell that man was in April, maybe it was all in my mind, but how if he got those two glasses and mother drank out of one.Unless it was all me, no this isn't a joke.Maybe I'll figure it out one day, I don't know why but me and mothers little fight made me feel free, unchained of this curse.That shadowy figure was a doozy, maybe a metaphor to my life, don't want to get ahead of myself.Many unanswered questions I still have but will never be answered.Overall was an awful year, isolation is a scary drug many don't know they're indulging in.So my final word, go outside, make friends hang out with them while you can.Don't be trapped inside and bury yourself in sadness.Also My sweet Rose, Au Revoir Mi Cherie and Boule Var our Sweet Love !