Without a choice, getting forcefully in this car called life, without breaks, without gears, only self confidence was my defence. Pushed out, led out, no map to follow, no green grass to mow, stepping on uneven roads, bumpy roads, learning on every fall to stand up, every fall a life experience. I'm still an apprentice. Something unusual, noticed so mutual, I was not the only one, finding myself in common grounds, particular grounds, shared grounds. Being neutral was an option, but not an imposed solution.