I hear its rage filled pleas for mercy as I walk ignoring the torment my soul is going through for I shall be free from rage. I walk into a desolate area upon the mountain I have been scaling through the small paths along its side. I look down seeing a height higher than any cliff I have seen before, and I get tempted to jump off to see if I will survive just like every other time. I love the smell of fresh air that is on this mountain, but I can also sense the air thinning every single step.
I believe this mountain might even lead all the way to space itself. How quaint maybe if I fall from such a height my soul shall be fully destroyed along with my rage and endless hopeless from such a lack of control over my own death and life. My Laugh sharply echos down the hill when I hear a howl that seems divine echos back and I listen carefully recognizing the howl as Fenrir. NO, I can't let him get close enough that my anger can lash out I must flee even if it is painful.
Memories that aren't mine echo into my mind.
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I look upon him covered in a bloodred shade aura that begins to purify my bloodline it may be painful, but it helps me quite a strengthen the Blood Wolf within me allowing me to break the chains that hold me to the ancestor who abandoned me. I see within my mind a wolf bigger than any mountain step towards me ready to devour my soul when the He appears in my mind and simply grabs his paw which crumbles into blood which he feeds me causing my bloodline to become semi divine. This he can transform me even further in my gratefulness, I pledge my soul to him, but he understands not.
I go to Hunt the lighting bear finding it only in a minute much faster than I would have if I was still weak. It manages to harm me, but I still manage to drag his corpse to the cave where He resides but he is no longer there and the only word he says that I remember is that "he called me Fenrir which will now be my name no matter what and mine alone I shall make it MY TRUE NAME." I declare to this realm and I feel it tremble with my roar and an Avatar of the beast god appears before me "Young pup why do you defy me?"
"I Don't Defy You I DEFY THIS WORLD TO NAME ME MY NAME IS FENRIR AND NO ONE AT ALL CHANGE THAT NOT EVEN ALL THE GODS COMBINED." The world trembles even further as the beast god recognizes a Divine commandment being formed on the beast's soul in front of him that if broken would result in the beast falling from being divine in any way.
"You would make such a risk for a simple name I admire you but why must you have such a name?" The Divine Beast God Questions
"My Master named me such and he gave me my strength SO I SHALL FOLLOW HIM TO THE END OF TIME IF HE SO GOES THERE. MY SOUL WILL EVEN GO TO THE UNDERWORLD IF HE DOES SO I SHALL NEVER LEAVE HIM WILLINGLY." I declare upon my soul forming a commandment of my own will this time.
The avatar dissipates with a smile saying, "If he can make you a god why would he need your help young one just be there for him." The God smells of fear though as they are leaving and are constantly trembling as they leave behind a drop of blood which I deny. I then rush following his scent which is concealed to the point where I can't smell it but then I pick up the scent of resentment and rage leading a bright path, but it makes me want to KILKILLKILLKILKILLKILL. (But the blood without his knowledge is absorbed by his divinity.)
I quickly eliminate these thoughts as I realize this is the scent of my master, but I realize most of this resentment is directed towards the self and something else Vengeance. I will help him no matter the cost so I run and run as fast as I can for several days and get to a mountain that seems to last forever. I transmit my memories into my howl toward my master using his resentment as a key but then I notice something looking at me beyond my power with killing intent so thick its a tsunami higher then this mountain.