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Chapter 11 - Chapter 10

Everytime Aizora saw anything she went back to when Marie left and when it all started. IT wasn't a flashback it was worse and she didn't like it nor loved anything that was happening and she knew it was her fault but she wasn't sure until she looked back on how it started. Doing research was the one thing she knew she was good at but only hearing the long ago times of a woman named Teria and the same thing happen to her everything didn't seem right.

She laid in her bed that night when Marie had left feeling hopeless as the only thing she thought about was her dad and how her life was; the only person she had was Mrs. Burkes but she didn't understand Aizora the way She knew herself. She fliped the coin several times seeing the look on her fathers face before rubbing the side of the engraving of the spider as something shot out that she didn't see before everything in her mind felt diffrent. It didn't seem right but with the way she felt she just brushed it off as she felt more powerful as she had also felt defeated into nothing. That night the only thing she dreamed of was seeing a woman in black with her arms barley outstreatched as her eyes stared as it seemed she stared at her soul. For some reason it was a recurring nightmare for her and she didn't like it and everytime it ended it was as if darkness came from out her very being before it blasted at her and everynight she woke up in sweat. that weekend if anything it was stranger for her to realize she wasn't the same girl she even knew.

She didn't understand that Saturday afternoon what was happening with her when she was reading before something came from her hands like black ice. She wasn't sure what it was but after she blinked nothing was there out of the ordinary, it was odd because she had felt the atmosphere change as she had also felt the coldness from it but again she wasn't sure what was going on. Every single time she'd even think of anything along the lines of her dad or herself it was as if everything switched and she couldn't even think as she felt stuck, then she felt like she was in the back of her mind. Something didn't seem right before she heard a voice as she had shivers running down her spine. she didn't like anything happening to her but everything in her shook before feeling something inside her break. " complain Bitch no one will defeat me not even you. HAHA" Every bone in her freaked before she shuddered yet again. " Achylis BItch, get used to it too. " After AChylis said it, it was as if Aizora blacked out she didn't remember anything as she knew what had happened before she blacked out.

Andrew and His friends were always hanging out and that said a lot when he put them in their place it effected the way everything was, and only a few still hung out with him. College was beating his ass and he had his own ups and downs but when he saw Aizora in the halls one day something definately didn't seem right expesally when she ended up quiting within that month. He never understood why he just knew something huge was bothering her and he didn't know what but she had bags underneath her eyes and it was as if a cloud hovered over her everytime he saw her. He wanted to know if she was alright but he didn't want to loose his only two friends but at the same time he honestly didn't care if he lost them.

every single day Aizora tried to brush everything off but every single time instead it was a shudder that ran down her spine as the voice would still bother her greatly. What she would give just to get rid of it, If only she knew the outcome with everything from then on. Achylis used her like a ragdoll and it wasn't like anything everytime Achylis did anything it was as if Aizora tried to act like everything was okay with her and everytime she felt more useless. Aizora tried to put a smile on her face everyday even when she helped some people that lived on the street. It already pained her to see people have nothing when she had an Entire house to herself. That night she didn't even remember falling asleep as the only thing she saw was darkness and the outlines of things as there was a shark hanging from the chain. she wasn't sure before realizing  as she flew00 in the air is it was nothing while something moved from underneath her as she was mid air. Her black hair danced along with the pitch black clouds rolling off her.

The only thing she was trying to do was finding the very thing the people stole from her over 1400 years before. The orb and the stone, and if anything the only thing she was finding was diffrent things that wasn't it. Achylis was starting to get pissed off and that said a lot she had already been pissed off and nothing was going right for her. If Achylis wanted anything more it was her dead body from over 1700 years ago. She hated taking over bodies when it would be more terrifing if she had her body she'd be able to do so much more, unless she took complete control over Aizora. What she saw changed into another area where fire was consuming everything and she didn't like it. Aizora wasn't in control of her body or in the know of what was even going on which scared her as was the laughter from her that wasn't her at all as fire danced towards her. It was like a flood that snarled as it turned from dancing flames to a big dark snake. It was as if it was slithering towards her from the fire, She couldn't see straight past the fear that ran through her.

AIzora got the message loud and clear and when she wasn't waking up from the dream she tried to cry only nothing came out before hearing the voice again. " WElcome to the dark side, I'll take over just sit back and watch. I'll do everything and there's nothing you can do to stop me bitch. Hear the flames their getting louder." AIzora wasn't just scared she was shaking in fear as Achylis was forcing her to watch the darkness form from her as it consummed everything in its path before roughly stopping infront of her. " Scared..Haha I am fear, I'm Darkness. Try to control me like she did and ill kill you without remorse!" Achylis didn't just yell she meant every word. " World's already in Chaos " AChylis smiled like it meant something to her as it clearly did. " Glorious Chaos." Aizora didn't like anything and even thinking about anything else bothered her as her shaking went to a minimum thinking about her friend Marie. AIzora would give anything for her to come back, anything. Aizora really needed her friend more than anything, and she tried to always handle things on her own but this was definately diffrent. She hated this with a passion.

The next Month was shear disappointment and despression was seriously driving her completly nuts. Her emotions felt like they were on fire everything around her made her question everything. No one saw her for those few days because she didn't want anyone judging her for what she was even doing to herself. What She was even putting herself through and when Her friend had sent a letter asking how she was the only thing she did was lie and then said that she missed her. Aizora didn't know if they had moved for good but almost a year ago Marie was telling her that everything would be fine in the world because nothing would get in the way of their friendship. Thats when Aizora cried for her friend, she didn't blame her for moving she blamed everything else even the voice or what it was that was inside of her. She found herself scratching at her skin clawing like a cat would only it was as if she wasn't the one doing it all though she had recreation over her mind she blamed what she was doing on what Achylis was. Cutting herself was something she never pictured in her mind at all but sometimes doing it she didn't even feel it.

Aizora hoped that Achylis could feel this but if anything it was as if AChylis was happy she was getting her way. Aizora constantly screamed with everything in her at AChylis even though if anyone saw her they would probably put her in a mental hospital or worse kill her off for even scaring them. Aizora only realized for the next few days what she was even doing as she tried to go back into her normal routine helping those in need, working in the shop with voery, he even let her sell what ever she needed. Pretty soon she was there all the time making money on things she didn't need from her dads things. She found an ancient looking book and she couldn't understand anything written in it. She found a tent where she found the book as she didn't understand anything about it until she used it. Aizora was in awe the first several times using it then pretty regularly she used it every other day. She even thought about selling her house to the needy becasue she could go anywhere with her tent. Almost a year into Achylis being inside her and she still had nightmares, even during the day it felt weird and she saw things that Achylis tried to get her to see and AIzora honestly tried her best to stay focused.

Something else felt off when she started studying a map with her own Compass with other things along with secrets in a cave. Aizora wasn't thrilled about this and again she thought about her father. Did he regret anything? Sometimes it felt like he regretted her and everytime he left her it felt that way and even that made her cry as when she opened her eyes she laid floatING as she knew everything around her wasn't the same as she could sense things she didn't before. Hearing the voice drown out in her mind didn't even waver her as Achylis showed her what power could do for her, but She didn't want to be apart of it, did she? Darkness seemed to float around her as her living area around her seemed to drown out in pitch black clouds of smoke. Her smoke alarms blared and she never heard the banging from the door from Mrs. Burkes she only heared the voice when she denied it. " There will be pain in your life just because you don't want to change." Aizora realized she might have said it sweetly but she was also more scary with the way she said it.

Aizora went out with Mrs Burkes as she honestly didn't want to but Mrs. Burkes was very persitant and wouldn't let her take no for an answer. They shopped around before going to the bar. Mrs. Burkes never got onto Aizora for drinking plus she was of age and it wasn't as if she drinking just to get drunk but then again since everything has happened she wanted to do just that only she knew if anything Achylis would probably take over her without her knowing. When she finally got home she let out the breathe she honestly didn't know she was holding as she fell onto the couch. She knew she had to clean up but everything again didn't seem right as she slowly drifted to sleep, the one thing she loved she finally hated all because of Achylis. She tried to get decent sleep but sadly Achylis was persestant with what she was trying to do.

Aizora dreamed of a girl in love only she didn't know as she was drowned by someone close to her as she was chained to a metal chair for 4 years. Being hunted wasn't what Aizora amagined as she didn't realize the same powers this girl had AChylis had. Was this the girl? It had to be. Aizora watched frantic as everything from the dream seemed to fast forward into a dark scary night as more than a handful of guys in dark armor with guns walked around before spotting their enemy. Aizora watched what was ' Achylis' flying in the air only she was very diffrent instead of Darkness there was light instead blinding light, all though she was dreaming she could hear Achylis inside of her from the dream. " This is what you could have, everything, instead you'll always have nothing."

For some weird reason Aizora knew she could control her powers but something seemed to hold her back. Light didn't just consum her it evaperated into her body as Aizora watched in amazement as her eyes turned another color only the destruction she caused she didn't mean before Aizora realized with a shuddering gasp she didn't want to see as she saw everything . " Why do this when you don't even know who I am?" It didn't sound like AChylis but with what she had done next made her rethink it. Most the guys that shot at her she easily twisted their bodies into nothing, only their clothes and the guns remained. The other guns blared shooting at her before she jerked her head at them quickly as a few others just ran in fear. Aizroa watched painfully as fire seemed to come from nowhere as the rest of the bodies burned. When Aizora screamed she heard herself as she didn't wake just yet as everything came too. The girl didn't like the sight of blood or the mind set of what she even had done. Aizora understood what the girl was going through Aizora didn't want what AChylis was showing her, if anything she just wanted to understand how to get rid of it just like the girl had done. AIzora watched as the girl cried before a man not even older than her ran towards her. He seemed to know what had happened as he only comforted her as she cried.

"Pain is all you'll ever get, if anything you're already dead. I'm not just your host." Aizora still sleeping couldn't wake and she tried her hardest before she felt broken, useless, that nobody cared for her like she tried to care for others. Aizora didn't even have the energy to cry. She couldn't even think as she had a migraine but Achylis didn't seem to care if anything AChylis showed her something else as she laid in bed as the only thing she could see in this dream was complete darkness. She couldn't move or speak as she could've sworn she saw black scales moving towards her as she heard the faint whisper of something cold as she saw the faint spark of fire erupt as she suddenly saw the face of what seemed to be a dragon only it was a huge snake that was bigger than a Dragon. Aizora woke up in a shriek as she tried to breathe only it felt like she couldn't breathe. Was it possible for Achylis to kill her?

" Oh Ha, If I could I would've already had that done bitch. Like I need you." Aizora didn't have to see it as she knew Achylis rolled her eyes; it was as if her brain did it for her though as she wanted to cry just from the pain. The next day was hard for her but she faked a smile at everyone who even came into the shop. She was surprised with how much she was even making. She felt bad as she ended up buying food for just the homeless and not herself. They thanked her as they tried to give the one thing they had, money, but AIzora just gave it back with a real smile before letting them know they weren't alone.

Walking away something in her felt diffrent like Achylis knew something that Aziora didn't know like she remembered something about her past. Aizora didn't understand as she saw everything that seemed good instead of what Achylis was now. It made her realize the one thing Aizora had that Achylis had a long time ago but it wasn't want Aizora wanted to be at all. She had made her mind up about it and it didn't matter what AChylis did or showed her she was going to try to stay strong. Marie sent another letter explaining that she had misssed her and that they were coming back but Aizzora wasn't sure if she was estatic about it with what she was dealing with. Aizora didn't want Achylis and her excuses get in between her and Marie. Even when Marie came back Aizora tried to hid everything that she was feeling and tried to make it up as she went.

Achylis wasn't having it even when Aizora figured out what was going to happen it angered Achylis and it said a lot because Achylis remembered what happened in the past. There was nothing she didn't forget she hated everything as she easily had put everything into Aizora's mind. Putting the blame on her was way to easy and if anything Achylis was getting tired of being in Aizora as she wanted out. Putting things in Aizora's mind was as easy as dealing with herself only thats what she told herself. Trying to get Aizora to kill her friends even when she knew what Marie was hiding from Aizora it was to good for Achylis.

Aizora tried to get her barrings she really did even her breathing didn't help. She stayed hunched in the corner of her mind letting Achylis do whatever even though she didn't know 'why' Achylis was even doing this. Aizora understood why she was doing this but she could change maybe Aizora could help her change. If only Achylis could listen to her Aizora could reason with her. The only reason why Aizora wasn't doing anything was because watching Achylis and everything she had showed her made her think she couldn't succeed in anything. " Why?" Aizora didn't realize she was crying as she felt the body from the mind. It didn't waver it was proccessing as Achylis only ignored her. " YOu're shutting me out when you don't know who you are." Aizora heard herself as she felt what she had said, was it true? Aizora suddenly felt powerful because she felt everything from that as Achylis didn't let her see anything. Aizora was frightened surely Achylis wouldn't hurt her because Achylis needed her, right? "what are you doing? Please don't hurt them not Marie. " Aizora was honestly getting tired of what Achylis was doing and when Aizora saw the image still in her head of Marie jumping through the hole to save Drew, she wasn't sure what to do as she only didn't want to believe Marie would ever rescue someone who abused her. IF Marie could forgive could she forgive Achylis? Aizora definatley didn't want to but everything in AIzora wasn't sure of anything, She wasn't used to being like it and she was feeling sad for herself. getting up wasn't the hard part it was the part where she yelled out at Achylis which only angered Achylis before she came back but only after blasting her with the darkness as Aizora only hit something as it absorbed inside of her as it also surrounded her from the outside. Not understanding what was happening in Aizora she stared looking at the one who was doing this to her. Aizora didn't like the look on Achylis's face as she was completly shut out as she wasn't who she was.  Instead of Aizora she was completly being controled by Achylis, she wasn't her at all. She didn't feel anything as the only thing that she did was laugh after watching Citus slithering towards its prey. Achylis didn't just have full control Aizora couldn't bother her anymore than anyone else she encountered. It was fun before she shifted back into everything she was instead of the light as it was the only thing she hated. " MIne!"                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                             Achylis knew everytime she used her power it made her more powerful even the power she used sometimes she didn't like the way it worked. it had been to long for her but again she didn't care and she used it anyways.  She sent Citus and watched everything that was happening as it played out before her eyes. She wondered if she even took control over Marie how would she be able to keep her at bay like Aizora. Marie could easily overcome her, destroy her without even a thought. It was something Achylis didn't want but she would be even more powerful if she could have the darkness consum her instead.. She could try and she made up her mind but how would she do it without letting them know. Achylis could be even more powerful but everything inside of her was telling her no. Achylis went back to Marion blasting and killing the ones who tried   If Achylis wanted to do anything in the time spane of what the others were doing she could kill everyone she could that wasn't even around her, but again she wanted to give them that chance to see what they would do and how. It made her laugh and see just how unique just how Marie was. How she handled everything including how she saw Drew made her wonder just what she could have. It was possible but she didn't make a move as Aizora didn't fight her no more. If anything it only felt like she had dead inside of her.

"Told you,you were nothing, now you can't even breathe." Achylis looked over herself masking the body into darkness creating the darkness as it formed into spiders, so many spiders. " Go. Have a feast i'll watch from here."  They  must've thought they killed Citus if anything they only angered it even more. Achylis made the weather change course as it poured suddenly seeing they had split up as she only thought of every thought of how their deaths were going to play out. " They don't even see it. Haha. This is to good I must be dreaming."