It was December. I was going to school on a snowy morning. It was quite fascinating and I was in a hurry as I was getting late for school. I reached and after sometime I got an anonymous letter which was quite short and simple. It was written "I don't know whether it is right or wrong but I want to do it anyway cause I didn't know that I'll ever fall for u but eventually I did, yes I love you. I don't need your answer but I only want your permission to love you. Yes it is quite weird I know but I don't know what to do what I know is I love you and I will always do no matter what"
It gave me mixed feelings. I was nervous and thinking about the letter every time. I even thought that may be someone mistakenly send this to me as there was no one's name mentioned in the letter. So it gave me a lot of thoughts. I was kinda introvert I didn't tell people about this only a few knew what happened and they were also searching for that guy who sent that letter.
Days gone by I kinda stopped searching for that "LETTER BOY". There was a boy in our class with whom I always argue I didn't ever like him nor he did. Surprisingly during those searching days he didn't argue didn't even talk to me but his friends were very very nice to me. I didn't notice all this changes at that time. Then our exams held it was totally disappeared from my mind that I got letter from someone. After a few days when our exams finished I got to know that someone of my class named "ADITYA" likes me. The next day he proposed and I was like ohh the very known "LETTER BOY" but I didn't ask him about that. All I did was friend zoned him. Though he was a nice guy and never forced me to love me back I said no to his proposal cause I didn't have that kind of feelings for him at all so I decided to keep it as it is and shockingly he appreciated that and was nice to me even after knowing my answer. So he became one of my good friends. It went all good.
Suddenly some day the thought of that "LETTER BOY" striked my mind. Again I started searching for him. This time I said to my self that I'm gonna find him no matter what. With this I was all set to expose who he is. He only sent me that one letter with no name written on it so it was quite difficult to find him. As I've told no one about that I got no help. At last I thought if he really loves me he'll confess and again I stopped looking for him.
Then the valentine week comes. Like every year I had no hopes this year too. So I was least excited for the overrated valentine week. But something happened which was beyond my imagination like I have had never ever thought of this kinda stuff ever.
So the guy of my class whom I didn't like nor he did, actually wished me "Happy Rose Day" with no rose in his hand. I was in shock I didn't kinda expect that from him. I thought it's ok everyone is wishing each other so it's not a serious matter and I wished him back. Then there was preparation in our school going on for the annual function. So many competitions were held at our school and I always participate and I did participate that year too. But he, the guy I didn't like, also participated in every competition I took part in ; it was the kind of thing he never did in his entire school life. I was like ok it is the matter of interest he's may be interested this year. So I didn't bother to know the matter behind his actions ever. During the competitions I came to know that he is being a little bit protective towards me as he was taking care of my needs at that time. I got a positive vibe from him and I thought may be he is not that arrogant anymore. During this phase the arguments between us were stopped but sadly both of us didn't notice that. So the competitions were over and the annual function came in which I got 5-6 prizes and I was quite in a good mood. After the function there was a holiday of a week. I got a anonymous call in between the holidays surprisingly it was "ABHI" ( that boy I didn't like and now being nice to me during the competition days).
I was wondering why he has even called me? So he asked for notes. He was one of the best students of our class why does he need my notes? Anyway he came to my home for notes and he asked for a photo of mine which I refused as I didn't like him my feelings for him hasn't changed yet. So he took the notes and went back.
After 4-5 days we fell into a very serious argument which was for some guy was misbehaving with me whom I considered as my friend. Abhi wanted me to break the friendship; as I didn't like Abhi even though he was right I didn't listen to him. He was high on emotion that day and returned my noted and stopped talking to me even he didn't look at me either.
I felt bad as I knew that I was wrong. So I decided to apologise to him and I did. After a few days I came to know from his friends that he loves me. It wasn't too surprising for me. I started ignoring him as I didn't have any sort of feelings. He understood it and he also increased the gap between us but didn't stopped loving me. In entire school days he didn't even looked at any other girl except me. Well I was too stupid to understand his selfless love and I let myself to get rid of that.