His Only Salvation

The cold breeze is brushing against her cheek with a cigarette in between her lips, she blew a mouthful of smoke. Her heart was filled with nothing but numbness as he looked down to see the sight of a wide ocean and the waves wildly smashing against the rough bottom of the cliff.

She once again picked up her phone to see if anyone messaged her but with no surprise, there wasn't any. She recollected her memory and as far as she know, she already cleaned her entire room, she got rid of her hard disks and the magazines under her bed. What's left is her phone.

She took another step, and another one until there was no step to land on. She didn't close her eyes as she felt herself falling. Everything around her seems to be slow, "The stars are beautiful." she uttered, mesmerized by the view. But it her eyebrows suddenly met, as she saw a huge figure. Is that the devil himself? she hasn't died yet but it looks like the God of Hell is already picking her up with his huge dark wings behind him.

She chuckled for one last time and closed her eyes when she felt the impact of her back splashing against the ocean. The water surges inside the holes in her body. She realizes at that time that death is painful, it was a slow agonizing moment as she kept getting deeper in the ocean and slowly losing her breath.

"Why did you have to kill yourself?" a voice ringed inside her head that made her eyes swiftly open. She saw that the figure earlier is getting closer to her. "I finally found you and yet you're already leaving me. Please don't die." his voice clearly shows pain, agony and longing. "Don't leave me again."

Someone doesn't want her to die?

"I don't want to die." she thought as her sight starts to fade and the pain began to subside. "I want to live." All along, she wanted someone to say that they want her alive. She wanted to be saved. For once, she faltered. But it was no use already. But at the end of the day...

She didn't want to die.

'Your salvation has been precipitated.'
'what?'
'Fear of death has been nulled. Possibilities of dying has been nulled."
'...."
'The Lady's mortal body is dying, anguish has been quelled.'
" who are you?"
"I'm your guardian angel."
"Can you just please shut up? What are you even spewing?"
"How rude, I'm actually a spirit though but you can call me system in modern's urban vocabulary."