I... shouldn't fall for you, Sir. I should stop this damn feeling I had for you. I don't want to ruin your relationship with Ma'am Cara. I... should avoid you. I should stop these things. I should give you up.
I should stop liking you from now on.
I'm slowly avoiding Laurence because I also don't want Cara to misinterpret our closeness to each other differently. I was with Jane inside the restaurant, and I was thinking deeply, unaware that I'd been spilling the water into the sink.
"Are you okay?" she asked, and I nodded my head. I smiled at her, and tried to make myself calm and came back to my senses.
Later that night, we were so busy inside. I saw Cassandra again and smirked at me. She didn't even say sorry to me after what she did last night. I am just stopping myself from getting mad at her. I don't know how I should react if I got mad.
