Struggle for game success and power , not to be left behind in life ..

writing this is quite something else , but everything in life is a struggle , well like the saying going on now "adult hood na scam" lol that in Nigeria , men if you were born and brought up in Nigeria damn you're really a strong person , we usually don't find things easy those who find stuff easy , the probably came from a rich background , so if paraventually you weren't brought up from a Rich background you literally have to work no matter what the situation is , well this true so don't sit on it , it real , yopsi came from the family of 11 , I have 5 sisters plus me 6 and 4 brother , my Dad is working in the military army , he earns a little , still he had to use it and feed us cloth us all , sometimes I feel so shy to say we're 11 at home lol , my friends say they're 5 6 and me 11 lol that hilarious , but I never let that bothered me for once , I attended command children school , during my primaries it was hard tho because I saw a lot of things but I didn't really compare my self to them , do you guys know I didn't proceed my nursery like the school you'll attend before primary , yeah I was home for like 3 years of my small self , because my dad didn't have enough money to enroll me then , so I went straight ahead to primary , well sometimes I say maybe because I didn't attend my complete school. that why my sense isn't working well , smiles can you imagine that 😄 , well I was ask to repeat a class during my primaries , well because I wasn't focused yeah am not am not that brilliant like others , because it true , apart from I was so lonely during primaries I didn't have any friends in school I get bullied ,but still I had to pass on to the next level , so I scipyt primary 5 , well my parents allowed me go through because it wasn't my fault but it was , cause I know some kids will do better I hardly concentrate really , and so I went on during my jss 1 my aunty got married that was 2013 I was kinda small then , my jss1 was cool and also I had no friends in school always being alone , and so easily for people to step on me , well the struggle continues greatly , my dad kept on working hard , there was a time the stopped paying him his salary , it was fucking hard for us , he was at the war front without a gun how do the espect him to fight , so he ran and the discovered and blocked his salary for like 10months Nigerian army wow lol , I wandered how we fed he almost got dismissed from the job , but God intervene , not just that my dad has been involved in so many problem that almost got him out of job but my mom , always praying for him , so her prayers kept him away from the troubles , we thankGod for that.