After avoiding my school for as long as I could and finishing everything that my teachers gave me I realized that I would have to see him again. It was so easy to fall for Donavan once you spent time with him. Thinking about him constantly wasn't an issue I had ever experienced yet it was so surprising when I realized he never wanted to hang out with anyone. Yes he had friends but it wasn't like he was obsessed with hanging out with them and making himself look cool. He cared more about becoming a better person so that his pack could look up to him and believe that they were going to be safe and protected. He was a perfect match for the next alpha of his pack. He wouldn't send little girls away because he was scared.
On Monday I took a deep breath as I climbed up out of my car. Scanning the area I didn't see Donavan yet. Maybe he wouldn't come and I didn't have to see him again or maybe his mother changed his mind and he realized that we would never be together the way we want to be. Every time I turned a corner I couldn't help but scan to see if I could see him. Half of me wanted to see him so badly mainly to see if he wanted to still be with me, the other rational part of me was screaming in my head that hopefully he let this childless nonsense and find someone else pretending that they were his mate. Many girls would want him even if it meant they would never feel the true love of their soulmate. His power was the most important thing they cared about and someday he would learn to move on without me.
Finally I got to the class that we had together. Although I spent a huge amount of time slowly pulling my textbooks out of my crowded locker I got to the classroom faster then I wanted too. There were only a few kids furiously writing and reading away like their life depended on it but so far no Donavan. Sighing with disappointment I pulled out homework for my other classes and started on it. I wouldn't have much time since I was working a closing shift which meant even if I didn't do any I would only have a few hours of sleep. But who really needs sleep.
Without realizing it the class filled up fast and the teacher started talking. Looking around I could still not see Donavan, but when I got up to leave I felt a strong arm pull my waist towards the door and a strong body. I look up instantly to meet with the beautiful eyes of Donavan. He didn't even bother looking me in the face as he guided me past gaping mouths and shocked eyes to my locker. Like I had said he had a few friends but never cared about the popularity that came with being the next alpha. I just assumed that the pack had a meeting and they all knew who I was now and what kind of supposed threat I was.
"We need to talk urgently and you can't run away this time. We both have a spare period so we are leaving"
"How do you know my schedule?"
"Really that is what you focus on when I said that sentence. My mother is the principal. I can just look at her computer and find out now get in."
Without another word I climbed in his truck while he opened the door for me. I guess chivalry is not dead. I don't know how long we drove out of town but soon we discovered a field full of flowers. The same field that I go to see that little girl. Seeing this reminded me of the black wolf I saw one day and gasped.
"You"
"Yes"
"You..... you came here when I was in my wolf form. You saw me with the little girl"
"Yes, that's when I knew that you were the one for me. Always looking out for others while you were also struggling. You were so brave"
"Why did you bring me here" I stated wanting to go on with my life. I needed to get away from here, away from him. Away from the pull I am feeling to stay close to him. I felt like a tiger scratching to get out of a metal cage.
"We need to talk"
"Yes well I have gathered as much obviously"
"Ok Ms. Sarcasm what are we?"
"What do you mean"
"What are we to each other because ever since I saw you I knew that you would be mine and I would be yours but if you really are going to let my mother stand in the way of us then I have no choice but to let you leave me. I can't make you stay"
"I don't want to stand in the way of us being together and I don't give two shits about what your mother thinks about me, but I know that you will be a great alpha and I don't want to be selfish because I want you to be mine. I am putting your pack Infront of what I want."
"Or maybe you are just trying to find a way out of us."
"I would never"
"But that's what you are doing right now!!!!" He growled. Was I really doing this for people that didn't seem to care about me at all or was I just scared to let myself get something good for once in my life. Honestly everything was so confusing I had no idea what I was feeling, but I knew that Donavan wanting nothing more than to be with me.