"I didn't know you are feeling that way," she muttered.
"That's the truth. It took a lot for me to admit it, I hope you know it," said Elleard. He slid his hands around her waist and hugged her. Then he rested his forehead on her shoulder. Elena was surprised to hear Elleard's confession.
She guessed this was what Elleard was feeling, and therefore it was why he kept pushing her to find another man to fuck before he would have sex with her. However, she never thought he would admit it like this.
Was this a good sign that he was more comfortable with her and that he could open up to her about such a delicate matter? However, what good did it do now? Elena wanted to get a divorce. She loved Elleard but she still didn't think she could meet his requirement to sleep with another man.