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"What the fuck were you thinking avana, I never took you for the irrational type" I yell the minute I closed my bedroom door.
"I...i..just wanted to check up on you it's been horrible for me in the pack" she whines dropping on the bed with her muddy body. Looking between her and my stain bed ignoring the bed I faced her ready to unleash hell upon her ears.
"Are you serious?!! check up on me or more like die before I find out that my best-friend is dead, maybe I will clap and be proud that you risked your fucking life coming here". Taking a break to breath in before continuing. "What if something happened to you think for a second how I would feel or cavo wha....."
I was silenced by her sudden hug muttering a small I missed you too.
"I never said I missed you" I objected
"Yhh sure whatever" she says pulling away. "Cavo knows am here, I can't possibly leave without telling him...." she paused or a second smiling like a manic, already knowing what she wanted to ask I turn my gaze anywhere but her.
"OMG!! he is your..." clapping her mouth shut with my palm, dearing her to ulter a word.
"You will go shower while I go ask roy for your food okey and please no question". I say removing my hands from her mouth which was a bad idea.
"Is he sweet to you?"
"Have you guys kissed?"
"what of a hot make-out section, anything please tell me..." she says dramatically acting all dreamy hugging her self.
"I will definitely let him have me with that body uhh...la...la" she continues still acting dreamy.
Imma puke
"I will die a peaceful death if I get to feel those abs....Tell me do you feel the mate bond? Any mark or....did he mark you some other place, you know the private".
She rushes out her eyes glowing from excitement, while I looked at her with disgust written all over my face.
"I will glue your lips shut and.... I feel nothing for him....stop being nosy and take a bath you sink... like a lot".
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After a maid brought in food for avana, I made sure to tell them about the no peaches policy avana had.
We ate while making fun of our Luna and how lance has been avoiding her, even when am not in the pack anymore she still looks for a way to blame me for her and her sons broken relationship.
The funny story is that she made lance hate her the minute I was lashed 30 times on my back I was barely 11, as of that time I broke some dishes.
I didn't want to die in the hands of an abuser so I endured it trained with lance on how to control myself gosh I miss him so much.
Butttttttttt am still mad.
The pack without lance, ace, avana and cavo would have been a lifetime sentence to hell...even at that I was still living part time in hell because of some people.
'she's different let's hate her...AGREED'.
People love the idea of playing chess with someone else's life you would think murder is about drawing blood at times words kills.
Make them question about their existence, self hate, feeling despair and many horrible stuff.
I built so many walls around me that I don't feel the need to adhere to anyone's talk about me.
"Soooo they are not gonna kill you anymore since you know arch alpha's mate" she grinned seeing my bored eyes, she has being going on and on about how am axterix mate.
" I AM most definitely not his mate, whatever tricks his dog is playing I don't care.... but if it keeps me alive for the mean time It doesn't really matter to me cause I plan on running away"
"What!!" She screams on top of her voice.
"Shuusshhh".... I shush her up.
"keep it down avana.... you don't expect me to play Luna do you? the tension in this pack is rocket high each time they see me" I say sucking on the granular bars....
"I plan on living with humans in a non-infested wolf pack, you know blend in, at least am free to be me and not haunted" I finish sighing looked at avana's sad features.
"you can come with me you know" I asked internally crossing my fingers for her answer. She smiled..... that should be good right.
"I would love to join but my dad is still unconscious, and I can't leave him I'm so sorry.
"Don't apologies am good besides that was kinda selfish of me...either way we are still good right, I will let you rest up while I finish on the book I had started.