We were getting along very well, liking each other, very close, and our time together was enjoyable.
That night, I took her to a very expensive restaurant. It was romantic, felt right...
Suddenly, she wanted to talk about marriage.
I thought she was joking at first.
But then...
I realized she was serious about marrying me and was using various means to force me into marriage.
That period was really painful for me; I liked her, really liked her.
But I didn't want to get married, really didn't.
I didn't want children even more so.
"I can't handle that responsibility."
Luke speculated, "She might be pregnant, which could be why she wants to marry you."
"She never mentioned pregnancy. If I had known she was pregnant, I would have made her...
I know it sounds cruel, but I was absolutely not ready to be a father.
No, I should say I was never prepared."
