Dalia have been calling Marnie's cell but it's unattended. Sam, Devi and Ling came to help to look for Marnie but when she texted them that she's fine and with Vicky, all sighed with relief and went back to sleep. Dalia, however, is worried and since she couldn't go back to sleep, she went to the hotel coffee shop and ordered for a cup of blacks. Dr. Stevens is also taking his coffee early in the mornings and saw Dalia seated on the other side of the shop. He asked her to come and sit with him to accompany him since Mr. Prakash is still snoring in their unit. Okay sir!, Dalia said smiling as she place her coffee cup beside the doctors. Call me Jason, Dr. Stevens corrected. Oh, Jason, okay, Dalia said surprised since she
never asked for his name and it's been several years that they have been an acquaintance since Marnie literally grew up with him in the laboratory and been his student for several years. Yes, Dalia, what's wrong. Is there something bothering you?, Jason asked very concerned. Ah, no, I'll be fine. It's just Marnie and Vicky is together again and I'm kind of worried about my childhood best friend.
Aha!, a little jealous, maybe? Jason said teasingly. Ah, no, not really, well, yeah, a little bit, no, a lot actually. I thought we are for each other. She was my soul mate and I was hers. But I think, people change and so does feelings!, Dalia explained and sighed as she mentioned the words soul mate. Hmm!, well, yes, we all change and the only permanent thing in this world is change. But I also believe in destiny. If both individuals are destined to be together they will be for each other forever no matter what happens or wherever they are coming from. So, don't lose hope, but if Marnie chooses Vicky over you, then we need to accept that decision. For if we truly love we need to let them go, Jason said, finishing his cup and tapping Dalia on the shoulder. He smiled and left her to contemplate on what the doctor said. Dalia felt relieved and happy in a way. I love Marnie and whoever she's happy with, I am too for her. I will not hinder her chance at love and I'll be there for her no matter what!, she said as if promising to support her best friend and her happiness all the way.
It's been a while since I read a novel and watched classical films. The one I have been engrossed watching is mind blowing and which apparently dates back from about two or three decades ago. I can't imagine living in an era where women aren't given choices and didn't have the freedom to do what they want such as getting an education from universities or hone their skills like in arts, music or odd jobs that men or society allows them to have. I have watched and appreciated movies that touch the heart and open the mind to different things, new ideas and free thinking. Truth be told that all through-out history, women have been invisible and branded as second class citizens. Worse is when one is a person of color, let alone a woman, life can be hell, full of questions, judgements and struggles which makes things harder if that individual is part of the LGBTQ+.
I love Vicky and I couldn't picture life without her. She is a big and valuable factor that changed my life forever. Vicky is a gift from God and she is my good luck charm that gave me good fortune like magic making trivial and not so trivial things possible even if it seems unattainable.
While playing with Vicky's hair since she is asleep and I couldn't close my eyes because of my excitement seeing and making love with her again for the longest time (though it's just more than a month), the time we were apart has taught me to have faith even when it seems things or people are unbelievable to happen. To always keep in mind that dreams can come true and success is always at the tip of our finger. We just need to acknowledge and fulfill our desires according to our rules not as what the world or society dictates or allows. To live without fear and do everything that is possible without thinking about other's opinions or be judged by wicked or cruel minds. Doing what we love and overcoming our fears are genuine feelings that we need to practice doing every day not only for ourselves but also for others to imitate. When we know who we truly are, we will learn to accept us and the people around us however different or strange they appear from us. Loving and accepting ourselves inside is the first step to attaining peace, calm, love, friendship, partnership and joy in our lives. "Maitun" is a Spanish series that I find very entertaining, funny and romantic. It depicts traditional beliefs and ways in an Old Spanish setting whish made the two heroines in the story realize their attraction, connection and love for each other is beyond friendship. And that no one can stop their forbidden love even if it causes shame or tragedy. I haven't finished the film yet but I strongly believe the great impact this portrays for their viewers. Different countries during that era were still close-minded and traditional, that men and women are forced or ordered to play roles that their parents or society molded to suit them. Anything that's weird or swerves away from the usual norm, faces people's unacceptance, ridicule and scorn. Boys who reach at a certain age in many first world countries follow a strict law of serving their country by signing up for the war. Just like girls whose lives are already etched on water after they were born and that having their own family would be accepting their imposed role as daughter who is reserved, obedient and responsible for their love ones, their family's affairs. Therefore fulfilling their only job as wife and mother, maybe of a rich businessman or a veteran soldier.
A/N***I don't belittle women who choose their life conforming to norms and rules written by men for peace or maybe for control, repression to hide the truth that there are men and women who love or have relation with the same gender or sexes. I adore women like me, In fact, I love them that their mere skin, body, face, air of confidence and sensuality make me burst to flames and boost my sexuality as a woman, ecstatic and bewildered about our magnetic influence on others. Women captivates people and it's like hypnotizing men and the same sex and these really heightens my inner desires to learn and know about us, women, you, me, as a woman. But we are more than the sex, more than the role of a wife, mother and daughter, we are women who can create extraordinary things in this world with our beauty, passion, desire, bravery, faithfulness, wit, charm, sensitivity, compassion, service, fun and sexy tendencies that is our true POWER which we can offer, mold, change and fill the world with. We are not 'just' women but a leader, motivator, agent for change, a key to make this world a better place to live in style, grace, love and beauty.
"A woman is a beautiful creature within a turmoil (mixed emotions/moods), an angel and devil at the same time, her heart, deep as an ocean, her confidence, high as a mountain, her mind, thorny as a rose, her words, sharp as a sword, her desires, burns your soul, but in totality, SHE is lovely as a rough but polished diamond, rare and priceless like gold on a furnace" –MVM ***
Hi!, I whispered to Vicky's ear while she's trying to open her eyes. She looked like an angel from where I am at (beside her on the bed). She's shining like the sun as it hits her face and body naked, since we were up all night making love under the moonlight.
Hi, Vicky said with a throaty voice. She is still sleepy and maybe tired from our sexcapades which makes me so proud to tell you right now. Slept well?, I added.
Yes, and more!, hihi!, Vicky said and reached out for my neck and kissed me again and again which made my face filled with drool, kidding!
Ahaha!, I love you!
I love youuuu!, Vicky replied like a drunken love bug. My head is literally spinning, how many bottles of wine did we drink last night?
Ah, maybe three, haha, but that was the best sex we ever had, I think in my entire life. Hehe!, I added kissing her back which her tongue went in deeper to her mouth while my hand moved to touch her breasts wanting more and pleading for more of my babe.