I looked down to see what it was, and the moment I realize what the thing was, I felt my face heating up. 'I only remember that I forced my way and sat on his lap.' E-Even though I noticed how his 'thing' was poking me down there, I chose to ignore it and cleared my throat.
"D-Do you understand? I'm saying that I still love you."
Night didn't say anything, and he's hiding his face from me using the back of his hand. "I can't focus." He said while avoiding my gaze. Silence followed that, but I could still feel that hard thing and I don't think it'll go away soon if I don't get off him.
That reminds me… what Night was doing that time in the bathroom. When he called my name while groaning...
"You… d-did you masturbate while saying my name?"
