Emily POV
"You're not serious" Putting everything in perspective our beginning had been rough, and our outcome even more tragic. But what was the worst that could happen if I married Nathan?
To have a life without precariousness? To have no financial worries? To have a life full of love, children with a secure future? To have my family stable?
"Yes, that was the worst thing that could happen. And if that was the price for keeping him by my side, I thought I was capable of accepting it. Suddenly I felt capable I'd rather that, than let you walk away from me. I don't want that."
"You're crazy Emily" He smiles bitterly and steps back. He takes her hair in his hands and shakes his head repeatedly: "A few weeks ago you were lying crying on the floor because you didn't want to do it. How come now you?"
"I don't want you to leave, okay? I'm not going to let you."