*music recommendation*: not the girl <>darey
Diana Carter...
I had thought about her for days and nights on end, I kept on Wondering what I lacked that she possessed, was it because was more successful that I was, did Luca now prefer successful woman over small fries like me....
these thoughts and more kept on revolving around my head, until I couldn't take it anymore and sought for solace in lili's presence.
"Nivera!!"
" yes" I reply to lili's stern almost jumping out of my skin
" earth to vera, where you even listening to me " lily looked flustered
" I'm sorry what where you saying again"
" listen vera if this Diana lady isn't the main reason you're troubled then why are you making me draw a portrait of her "
" what? I'm not making you draw a portrait of her, you're the one who wanted to draw a portrait of her " lily really is something else
" well could have stopped me, now just look, I wasted yet another perfect page on my sketch pad" lily was trying her hardest to feign sadness
" my apologies lily I'll get you another one"
" vera..., it's breaks my heart to see you like this, just look at you ... you look like a shadow of yourself..... talk to me vera what's truly going on "
" it's nothing I can't handle lily, trust me" I try my best not reflect the constant state of my heart
" no vera I can't trust you, tell me the truth it isn't the Diana lady right?"
" no it isn't Diana Carter"
" then tell me,what has she got to do with all this"
" SHE WAS JUST A DECOY LILY, LUCA WANTED ME TO BELIEVE HE WAS NO LONGER INTERESTED IN ME, BUT DIANA, BUT NO ALL THAT WAS A FACADE LILY LUCA DOESN'T DO WOMEN, MY HUSBAND IS FUCKING GUY" I finally let everything screaming at the top of my lungs
" Jesus vera.... come here" lily cradles me while I cry my heart out
" I'm so sorry vera"
"Luca told me he....he loved me and... and ...and only me" I manage to say between sobs
" ssshhhh don't say anything very it'll all be fine"
" no it won't Lily ..... it won't
" My God, how did all this happen vera...
after managing calm my sobbing self
" I don't know lily,my life was so perfectly planned out until 2 years ago"
" do you care to share ..."
" 2 years ago ...