This may be sound crazy but someday for no reasons i wake up in unfimilliar room, unfimillar bed, as four years old yellow haired boy, Kurosaki Ichigo in Queen, New York..
I remembered, at that time i really panic because of the sudden abrupt situation, but thanks to my previous life, i calm soon and start analyze the situations..
at that time even until now my previous memories is all hazy, i cant even remeber my previous name or any other important memories, i only remember some memories that not really helpful at all..
looking at yellow haired kid in the mirror and seeing my parents that look familiar and called me Ichigo-chan, its that moment i knew this situations is bullshit..
First i thought im at Bleach world but it turn out im in Marvel Universe that full of aliens and wonders because theres news about Stark Industries, Oscorp, etc when i watch tv, at that time i dont know if im in the Marvel Comics, or Marvel Cinematis or something else, im just worried if i have the capabilities to stay alive in this world...
Why i am at USA at that time u ask? apparently my new world Father, Kurosaki Isshin is a famous Doctor in several famous Hospitals in New York, plus a investor in several big companies, while my Mother Kurosaki Masaki is a housewives and my Father assistant, theres even Oldman Zangetsu as Kurosaki Zangetsu as my frickin uncle live with us, first i thought Kurosaki Zangetsu that have similar appearance as Yhwach is just a person but hes actually my Zanpakuto spirit in disguises as human...
at that time, you can say i spend my time with my abruptly new family as Kurosaki happily without problems, but to be honest i still feels bitter, i feels my previous life isnt that bad that need me to go to isekai...
and at my five years birthday an incident happened. both of my parents died in car crashed and even the culprit who caused the crashed, im at home with oldman Zangetsu at that time waiting my parents to celebrate my birthday then that happened...when i hear that news im not sad as i think to be...
a few weeks after the incident and my parents wealth all goes to me i dont really know if i should be happy or sad at that time.
at some night when i want to go sleep Oldman Zangetsu come to my room and telling me an another bullshit informations
appearantly both of my parents is designed to be die when i reach five years old, and he, Oldman Zangetsu is a fake citizen with an actual identity that has a role as guardian for me to prevent me for being alone and manage my financial or any unnecessary problems..
my parents has a role for making me has some wealths to live alone for a few years...
i speechless and feel sick when i hear that, the moment i come to this world without reason and hear that informations i just want to scream "FUCKING BULLSHIT!!!" as loud as i can, but i hold it back because its midnight at that time and many neighbors is asleep...
and then Oldman Zangetsu start explained my real situations at that time, my origin, my power, and what will i should doing for in the futures
when i ask what my purposes in this world to Oldman Zangetsu he just replied me this
Oldman Zangetsu : "none...i and White exist only to serve and help you to master your powers and get stronger in this world so you will not die easily, what will you do is none of our business" explained with a calm face
iam really shocked hear that, i thought i will just become a normal dude and died of old age (if lucky) in this world because of the absence of the systems or something like that, it seems my luck arent that bad, but still the way how it works and happens is just not my taste at all...
Child Ichigo : "ne Ossan...is there any mission or rules or something like that after i done my training with you guys?"
Oldman Zangetsu : "no...whatever your will is our will as well, whatever you do we will support you"
when i hear that, the forgotten discomfort,uneasiness,bitter, and various negative feelings that i thought i already buried it long ago is started to surfaced...
Child Ichigo : "even if i become villain?" Oldman Zangetsu replied me with smile...
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my bitterness at that time, when i woke up as a stranger in a strange world isnt gone at all, i think theres something important within me that got forcibly taken and i honestly doesnt like that at all, eventhough i got this the so called amazing powers and soon to be handsome shounen, why bother if the bitterness, the hollowed, and the uneasiness feelings and various negative feelings, arent gone but haunt you forever even until this present day, thankfully my self-control is quite decent despite im not that kind or good guy at all...
then when im five years old i start my hellish training in my inner world with Oldman Zangetsu and a child with same appearance as me wearing shinigami cloth but white, yeah the infamous my hollow power, my true zanpakuto spirit Zangetsu aka White, i only need train my spirit body in my inner world, and my real body will follow up my training due to Hogyoku effects...having Hogyoku in my inner world is shocked me, neither me, Ossan, or White know what purpose of Hogyoku in the inner world...
i really gratefull to Ossan and Zangetsu, thanks to them i can mastery my powers with ease and somewhat control the bitter feeling and ease it, i cant really rid this negative feelings but at least i embrace it so that i will not being controlled by my negative emotions
and the only way to deal that is...
of course waifus~, this stupid forgotten idea of mine came up when my little brother start react to beautiful sexy woman...
its when i am twelve year old, the adolescent desire comes i started planning for 'Simp my Waifus strategy' by collecting informations about them as much i can using the money i has for the future me...i only need at max four waifus if i can hopefully. i dont want more than that, its saddening theres so many beautiful waifus in this world yet i cant really take them all due to my incompetence...
and yes im not go to school because i dont want to re-enter school again, i rather use the time i has for training, or lazying around during training break....
my finances is manage by Ossan so i dont really need to do anything, just living like a salted fish and not forget to train until the promised time...
Flashback monologue end...