ARIANA'S POV
The room is quiet, it was pin drop silent. My parents weren't home so I am guessing they went to the hospital to make sure the baby is healthy. I stayed at my ceiling thinking about everything that is going on and things I could have avoided if I truely wanted to but I didn't.
I feel drained out with everything going on in my life right now, I haven't been able to really think about the step I want to take. I am just confused with everything and everyone, I don't know to say anymore and I feel my self esteem has dropped a little.
'i wish I could disappear from all this, I miss my old life. At least I didn't have to go through all this, I feel so dumb in thinking my life would have been better if I had gone to the same school with Zachary. Is it too late to tell my parents that I don't want to go to this school anymore and I want to change school.
