Julie's POV:
Ten years was too long. I'd been living like a madman. Many things have already been forgotten because of drugs or other factors.
Including those experiments that made me wish I was dead. When I thought about it, it felt like I was reading someone else's story. It was so surreal that I wondered if it happened or was just a nightmare.
This made me confused, and then I felt sad.
I was a cripple who couldn't even extract pain.
But now, in front of my child, that rusted mental gear could finally be slowly activated again. I recalled that experiment. Because of it, I could survive under the 'mercy' of the Evaria Family. It was also because of it that I could neither live nor die.
