My name is Calliope (Callie) Anderson and I am a former member of the Red Moon pack. I left my pack at the age of 20. My pack isn't your typical loving kind and they definitely did not set the standards very high for other packs. I have always wondered if other packs were the same as mine but as time went on I realized that was not the case. With my pack by the time you have your first shift between the ages of 14-16, depending on your ranking, you have until your 18 to find your mate. Or your option was to allow the men in the pack no matter the ranking to use you as they saw fit, this obviously only applied to the females. I had always wondered if it was because our pack wasn't as big as others and they were just trying to come up with ways to make the pack larger.

I was a beta's daughter so I had mine at 14. The night that it happened everything was wonderful. My parents were so supportive during that time. They had given me words of encouragement the entire time and I was allowed to run and roam till dawn the next morning. As a child everything seemed to be so wonderful throughout the pack. The Alpha and Luna loved everyone. School was great. I had even a few friends that were my everything. It wasn't until after I had shifted that everything had changed for me. Thats when i had learned about that stupid ass rule that they had. I was so sure that I was going to find my mate and that I would never have to worry about anything. Little did I know that it definitely was the case.

Four years had gone by so fast, my parents and I enjoyed my 18th birthday as if nothing was going to happen the next day. I remember thinking the entire time that maybe they wouldn't let me go since I was the beta's daughter. But the Alpha had a different idea, that next morning i remembered everything so clearing it played over in my mind like a movie every night before i went to bed. I got up and got ready just like I normally do every morning. I slid on my sweatpants a comfy shirt with my converse and threw my hair up into a messy bun. I went downstairs and made myself some breakfast. As I was eating, my dad had come to me telling me that the Alpha had wanted to see me in his office. My father couldn't even look at me, that bastard. I nodded my head to him and went down the hall that led to the Alpha's office. I gave a soft knock to the door.

"Come in." I heard him say as I opened the door. "Ah, Calliope, just the girl I am wanting to see." he gave off this creepy grin. I gave him a small smile as he rounded the desk and pointed to the chair in front of it for me to have a seat. I walk over and take a seat. "So I heard that yesterday was your 18th birthday, yes?" he said, keeping a creepy grin on his face. I nodded "Yes sir, it was." He gave off a small chuckle and rubbed his hands together. This conversation was getting creepier by the second. "Do you know what that means for you my sweet?" he said while licking his lips and coming even closer to my face. I backed away a little from him , scarring me a little as I shook my head "No sir." His face was right next to my ear as his hot breath blew on it. "That means that the men in the pack are getting a new gift to play with." he gave me the weird ass smile "A birthday gift from you to us." he said sadistically. Just before I could actually understand what was happening two men came in and grabbed me by my arms as I tried my best to fight against them. I squirmed and screamed calling for my dad to come and save me hoping he would come in at any minute to myrescue. That's when I felt it come across fast. I silently tear rolled down as I looked back at the Alpha. "You will do as you're told, do you understand me! These mean here will take you to your new home and get you changed.." he paused for a moment. " into something more appropriate." He said while using his Alpha tone so I had no other option but to comply with what he was telling me to do.

The men then took me to this building that was outside of the pack house that looked like no one had lived there for years. The windows had rusted bars and broken glass missing. The wood that this building was made of looked like it was rotting away slowly. They pushed me through the door and the outside and inside of this building looked the same.

The first thing I heard was the screaming and whimpering of the women that I'm guessing were behind all the doors. I saw these other two guys walk by with another woman who was in nothing but this skimpy lingerie type clothing only it had looked like something had been clawing at it and her. There were marks and scars all over her body. The thing that scared me most was the bleeding that was coming from in between her thighs. I couldn't even imagine what she was feeling and then forcing her to walk through. How long had she been here, how long had they been touching them. That is when one of the men slowly leaned down to my ear and whispered "Don't you worry, you will be treated the same if not worse depending on your partner." PARTNER? What the hell were they talking about my wol was talking to me asking to be let out, asking for me to give her power so she could rip these guys' heads off. I remembered that I couldn't, no matter how much I wanted . I was under the Alpha's orders and I couldn't physically do anything but as the men said. The men started back carrying me upstairs to this room. It had what looked like a mattress on the floor, chains one corner and in the other was a bucket. I couldn't believe my eyes. I couldn't believe what they were doing. My wolf screams at me WE HAVE TO RUN! I whimpered knowing that is all I wanted to do but I couldn't.

The man brought me over to the chains and as soon as he touched me I screamed. Searing pain hitting my wrists I tried to pull away as fast as I could but the men were not allowing me to. I was kicking and thrashing myself in any direction that I could. I received a blow to the stomach and fell over whimpering. The pain I had was now in my stomach and in my wrist and I couldn't decide which one hurt more. "Listen here doll. You will be staying here so you better get comfortable. That bed is only for good girls. And right now you are not being one. So I suggest you suck it up and get ready for your partner. We will be changing you into something that has easier access." One of the men said as they had a tight grip around my throat while tears were pouring down my face. I wanted this to end now before it got even worse. I had a feeling that I haven't even seen worse yet.

The men tore my clothing off of me leaving me in only my bra and panties. They were grouping me every second they could while doing it. I was letting out small whimpers in between everything. My wolf was telling me to be strong, that our mate would come and save us, that we wouldn't be here for more than a day and that our mate would be here to rescue us. After the men were down they closed the door behind them and that's when I left all of the tears falling accompanying the whimpers that went with it. I don't know what was going to happen but I was terrified to find out. I had ended up crying myself to a light slumber, by the time that I had woken up it was dark outside.

I had woken up to the door opening, my heart skipped a beat scared and hopeful to see who was on the other side. I was thinking that I could be my mate, or those men, or maybe whoever my partner was supposed to be. The door opened enough for the man to walk in and I immediately recognized him, it was the Alpha's son Ethan. I said "Oh thank god Ethan it's you! Please help me!" I looked at him beggingly. He looked at me with this sadistic grin "Oh I'll help you alright." he started walking towards me. The look he was giving told me he was not going to give me the help I wanted. I had started backing away and then the pain on my wrist started again and I screamed out. "Oh, babygirl, no need to scream yet." He was standing in front of and that's when he grabbed my face and held it in his hands. "I knew you were sexy but damn seeing it like this…" he looks me up adn down "All i want to do is fuck your brains out." he said as he gave me the powerful hungry kiss. I pulled back and head butted him. My wolf was proud of me for getting him. He stepped back and held his head. "You're going to regret that."

He then tightened the chains on my wrist and put some around my ankles. I couldn't help but whimper as he did this. "Please ethan you don't have to do this, we used to be ebay friends i shared everything with you.'' I began to cry begging him not to continue. He gave me a devilish grin "And now my dear sweet Calliope i am going to give everything a man could ever give you." he says while taking his clothes off on leaving his in his boxers. I could see that his c*ck was hard and was really big. My eyes widened, terrified of what he was to do next. "I am going to fuck you so hard" he said as he came closer and grabbed a handful of my hair. He pushed my head back as he began kissing me. I didn't kiss him back but he still continued. He began trailing his mouth down my neck. He stopped where I was supposed to be marked by my mate. When he got there I shivered and not in a good way. I could feel the smirk that he gave against my skin. He felt so disgusted. My world is practically screaming in my head NO NO NO, that is for our mate, not for this horny bastard. There isn't anything I could do if I fought or moved then the chains were going to burn even more than they already were. I was so involved in my head that when he bit into my skiing where the mark was going to be i screamed out. He pulled away and whispered in my ear "It may not stay but don't you worry I'll do it as many times as I need to make sure you know that you're mine.

He continued on trailing my body he got to my undergarments and he had torn them away with his claws causing me to yelp. After that he placed his hand on my cl**t and all i could hear was my wolf again this isn't supposed to happen this is all meant to be for our mate! He forced his fingers into me one by one as i screamed bloody murder hoping someone would come adn save me. The pain that this was causing me was intense. I didn't know what else to do but whimper and yelp at every movement, tears filling my eyes, they were running down my face and I knew that Ethan saw them and he didn't care. He spoke into my ear "Your so fucking tight i cant wait to put my d*ck in this p*ssy." he said i clenched my eyes closed. Just then I felt the pain. The most terrible paint that anyone could ever imagine. I screamed out until I blacked out. I don't remember much of anything else that happened except me and my wolf both whimpering the entire time. SHe just kept telling us that our mate would come and that he would save us.

This went on for days, weeks, months, I don't know how long it truly was. It was the same thing every day. One day I remember being so sick that I couldn't stop throwing up anything that they gave to me. I was like this for about two weeks. One day Ethan came in and smelled the room and his eyes had darkened and he looked at me. "DAMN IT!" I didn't move, I didn't want to. "I GOT YOU FUCKING PREGNANT!" That statement jolted me out of whatever state I was in. My wolf chimes in. I can feel that we are stronger and our baby is giving us some strength. I looked at him terrified, "What do we do?" he just growled at me "Nothing. We do nothing. I am going to call the pack doctor and we are going to keep you in good health. You are now carrying the future of this pack." he said before he slammed the door on his way out.

My wolf says It's time to leave. We can't let this continue. We have to get out of here. Grab that fork and hide it somewhere. I am going to get us out of here even if it kills us. Anything Is better than having to bring this child into this type of world. I just nodded and did as she said. Hours had passed the only way I knew was because when he came in it was still daylight and now it was dark. The door opens and Ethan and some other man have entered the room. The doctor looks at me and then back to Ethan. "We need to release her so I can give her a full exam. Bring her to the bed." the doctor said to Ethan. He unchained me and I dragged my feet keeping the fork underneath my foot. We get to the bed and I just lay there. I know by now what happens when I do anything that I am not told to do. I just lay on the bed. The doctor brings over a needle and looks at Ethan. "I'll need to draw some blood to see how far along and check her levels of everything else to make sure everything else is on the right track.

My wolf speaks. Now is the time. Take the needle and stab Ethan in the neck and take the fork to the doctor and run out the window. Let me take control and we will get out of here I promise. I wait a few moments just before the doctor is about to stick me. I use all of my strength and take the needle out of his hand and stab Ethan. He screams and I didn't waste a second jabbing the doctor in the arm with the fork. They are taken back for a second and I immediately run out the window and allow my wolf to take over.

We sifted mid air and as soon as we hit the ground we began running and running. Thankfully my wolf was pretty fast. We ran until it was dawn and we couldn't hear the other wolves chasing us any more. We stopped when we came to the stream and got some water and then found a cave to spend the night in. my wolf told me everything would alright that we would make it through anything since we made it through that. And I believed her.