Everyday while try to get up from the bed same time think why the hell ? just why ?. I want to do the same shit everyday. Feeling like my life is a shit, my job .I will stop here ... because not having other thinks in my life like there is no family ,no love, not a single friend in my life and my colleagues all are wonderful people with poison, ivy ,etc.

I fill the details later.....

Not only these a single person living in a empty apartment wait !! did I say apartment no it's not an apartment it's a 12 x 13 size room without a bathroom but no complain for this low rent it's good. I can say it's my home. Not owned only rental.

Daily think a great day is ahead but lying staight to my face and continue same shit. Try to better everyday. I know that, I done my better not my best, because, I'm still don't know what I'm good at it.

My life is an Off chart so my story also same sometimes it starts from different timeline..so be it

For my first I will tell my... it's in below read

It's about my education. I may be kind of confuse I will give an explanation later.....now

.. I have a Business,an Economic and An Engineering yes I'm saying that I have 3 !!! different degree. I don't know Why?? ..I go college again and again get a paper. Aways got a high mark in my ever test thank to my memory power's. They are so good. But.....

Even myself not clear about why the hell i have 3 degree . Even with these still have to run a tough life.

Likewise I said before I'm lonely person no family . Grow up in several orphan. Every 2 years I got transfer to a different places. So in my life history I come with several people spend short amount of time in every place. Don't know why??

I Just believed that there is a most unlucky person ever lived was recorded I can beat that one. Even if there is an award for it . I will receive that . I bet my life on it.

Even Sometimes I feel like, Really I need to live like this . Why can't I end this shit by taking my life.

But I couldn't.

Yes..i can't take my own life... because I have given my word to someone.....

...I will live for you too . so be happy and wait for me until I reach you to tell my life story... my Friend.

Likewise said before I has no friend now . I has a friend a good one but it was 9month 14 days only. Even my luck take his life too..

Sorry I almost forgot. I say lot of things but never tell my name ... Here it comes

My name is a person with lot of names or a nameless person . I always start with .

" its Me " one who tell the story