After Ryan had regained the memories on how he Killed his parents, he felt empty..
So i did it, i Killed my parent hahaha i can't believe it i Killed them, i really Killed them ** sobs**, i did it, i Killed them, i did it, the parents who loved me i was the one that Killed them, i Killed them, why couldn't i control myself, i promised to protect them but i ended up killing them.. so ironical, am sorry mum, am sorry dad, i couldn't live up to your dreams" he said crying..
" why did you say that, you didn't kill them i did hahaha..., when Ryan heard the voice in his head he was suprised as well as angry because he knew who the voice belonged to!. Why won't you leave me alone now, am tired of you controlling me, you did the same in my previous life, you made me kill my friends and Family, are you not still satisfied but now you made me kill my parent how could you" he said shouting...
" Hahaha look at you i didn't just kill them, i followed your commands i gave them a painless death you asked me to kill them, you said they were your distraction so i Killed them. Ryan remembered what the man in his dream said, " but i didn't ask for this, i didn't ask for any of this, i just wanted to live in peace, i just wanted to be free just in this lifetime but you didn't let me be, i hate you, i hate all of you, your stupid destiny and everything, i hate it all, i just want to forget about everything. - when the voice saw that Ryan was not in his right senses he decided not to say anything for now, Ryan seeing that the voice was no longer talking got more angry and agitated, he looked at his parents, i caused your deaths, you were too perfect for me, i just wanted to live a peaceful life, am sorry it was my fault, he looked at his parents and got very sad, since you are dead now May your soul rest in peace...
Meanwhile inside a space where there was nothing but silence and darkness, a man looked up into a certain direction and said now it's finally going the way I want it to.
I guessed i asked for too much, you weree too good to be with me, maybe you were better being Dead than alive, I have to let go now, I can't take it, I will still cherish your bodies" he said trying to comfort himself, he picked both the bodies of his parent and circled it with ice" he felt satisfied, now I can preserve your bodies haha with this you can be with me, one could tell that he wasn't in his right sense right now, after surrounding the body of his parent with his ice powers, he put the body in a place where no one would be able to find it, but the way he killed his parent kept replaying in his mind over and over again no matter what he did , he felt uncomfortable seeing how his sword pierced their heart, he thought he could take it but it seems he really loved his parent in this world, seeing that he couldn't take it anymore , Ryan ran off away from the village, he kept running and running when finally he reached a cave, he went inside the cave but the memories still didn't leave him alone, he finally decided that he was going to wipe the memories of his parents away, his heart couldn't take it,he also decided to freeze his emotions, he figured it was a bad thing to love a person too much, he felt sad that he had to see his memories fade but he knew he had to do this. .
So Ryan used his ice powers he got from the help of the man in his dream, he used it to seal his heart, he didn't want to feel emotions again, he also started to wipe the memories of his parents away, he used his memory wiping technique to wipe the memories of his parent, starting from where he called their name, where they carried him on their arm, where they fed him, where they played with him, where they thought him how to fight, where they all spanked him jokingly when he did something, these were the memories he wanted to keep but now that they were dead there is no usefulness keeping them anymore, he wiped all the memories from the beginning to the end , after he was done he was very tired because the body he was currently using had a low spiritual essense but he soon fell asleep afterwards..
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A young man the same age as Ryan was moving in the forest, he looked handsome, his hair was very black, his eyes were deep black very alluring, he had a boyish growth but his aura was oppressing and majestic, he was walking in the forest looking around maybe in search for something, he traced it to the cave, he kept walking heading to the cave when he finally saw what he was looking for, it was a yellow flower shining very brightly.. finally found you. hmm this will be useful for my cultivation, he went to pick the flower I will refine it later, he was about heading out when he saw a figure lying on the cave,he went there and he was surprised to see that it was a man but this man looked really beautiful, he couldn't take this eyes off, what caught his attention the most was the leaking Mana from his body, he picked the body up, the body was very cold but he didn't care, he felt like he had to save this man, something he has never felt before, he picked him up and ran;
He needs treatment" he whispered to himself, when he felt his body growing colder he passed some of his qi to him to keep him safe, he rushed towards his room when he got home he put him down and went to call the healer...
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" So what is wrong with him, why is he still unconscious,? - i don't know sir maybe it's from the leak of energy but i have stopped that, there are no injuries in his body, also his body is cold maybe from being in the cold weather for too long but don't worry he will wake up soon but where did you find him?,... you don't need to know that, you can go now.. " ok sir....
The young man looked at Ryan but there was a little bit of glimmer in his eyes but it soon dissapared shortly immediately it appeared, i hope he wakes up soon .....