Damon's P.O.V
It wasn't easy to tell someone that they were your other half. That your soul was the other side to theirs and that you belonged together, supposed to live that fairytale life with the fucking happily, ever after too.
It wasn't something that could be overlooked or ignored.
It was something I always treasured as a wolf, my mate someone I loved before I even knew who they were. Now that I knew Will, I couldn't even dream of living a life without her. I couldn't even fathom rejecting her and didn't want to consider her doing the same.
I hoped that she wouldn't and knew her well enough to know that she wouldn't.
It didn't worry me as much as telling her about my world had, it was supposed to be the happy ending to everything I had to share with her. So I wanted to leave the mate stuff as the last thing to tell her. Wanted to tell her everything else first, so that she could make decisions on her own without worrying if she accepted or rejected them because we were mated. I wanted her to be honest with herself, to accept all parts of me and my world because she wanted to and not because she knew that we were mates.
I just wanted her to want us because she truly did, not out of obligation.
"Do you remember that time when w-we were...um.. ya know..." I start, words failing to rescue me as I recapped the moment my control slipped a fraction at the sight of Will on my bed.
"Made out and both spent the night with blue balls?" Wil deadpans, I groan at her bashfulness and bury my face into her shoulder to hide my oncoming blush. Will laughs a little at my reaction, taking pleasure as she always did at my inability to be as open as she was when speaking about sex.
"Anyway, remember how I asked you to take things slow?" I ask against her skin, carrying on, refusing to acknowledge my little hiccup. Will hums a little and I could just picture the smirk I knew she was wearing. "I asked for time because I almost lost control at that moment. It's hard for me sometimes to not use all my strength with you. As a wolf, I'm stronger than you and when we do things like that, my instincts push for me to take you in a more.... uncontrolled manner than I should."
"Sounds fun," Will replies with a shrug.
I pull up to look at Will, leaning over her so that she had to look at me.
"I'm being serious here," I say and her smile loosens a little. "I could hurt you if I'm not careful."
Will studies me for a long moment, eyes piercing mine with intent before she pushes me back. Sitting up completely before climbing up onto her knees to climb on top of me, I hold her to me as she sinks herself into my lap, straddling me without a second thought. Trying not to swallow my tongue at the feel of my mate in my grasp, I look up at Will as she keeps a tight grip on my shoulders.
"Are you going to have more control in a couple of days or weeks?" She asks with a raised brow. "Will you be able to ignore your strength in a month if we wait?"
Fuck.
"Not necessarily," I admit making her lips flatten. "But I just want to be careful."
"Which I appreciate," She starts as she pulls herself a little closer. "But we've been together for almost two months Damon and I'm at the point of not being able to look at you without getting hard."
My eyes dart between her parted lips and eyes as she breaths against me, the feel of her arousal pressing into me as she brought herself closer yet again. Electricity ripples through me as she rubs her ass against my erection, her small intake of air making my eyes glow as she grips on my shoulder tightens.
"We can start slow," Will suggests breathlessly, her lips hovering over mine enough to brush them teasingly. She continues to torture me as I pant against her, the scent and heat of her clouding my mind with need. "Let me make you feel good Damon."
"Will," I breathe out as she continues to rock into me at an agonizingly slow pace that made my eyes roll back, an insatiable heat grappling me at the feel of her (A.N - nobody is in heat, calm down).
"I want you, Damon," She whispers as she holds my gaze, pushing me down slowly by my shoulders until I was laying down. "Please."
Goodbye patience and self-control, I fucking tried.
I pull Will in for a kiss, her body electric against me from the force of it as she kisses me back with a small moan. Her lips working to claim mine, her actions rough and untamed in a manner that made my canines begin to descend.
Will swipes her tongue alone the length of them, pulling a groan from my lips as I grip her hips. I push her down while I thrust upwards, her moans flowing easily.
I bite at Will's lip, demanding entrance which she gives easily as she melts into me, parting her lips to allow our tongues to meet. She whimpers at the intrusion but doesn't pull away, body shivering as I licked my way into her, tasting all of her as I caress her hip with my fingers.
Digging them under her shirt to touch her soft skin, the contact passing shockwaves through me as I run my hand up her back, her reactions making my control waver.
Will pulls away from me all too soon, eliciting a groan of frustration which is immediately replaced by a moan as she begins kissing my jaw. Closing my eyes, I keep a tight grip on her waist with one hand, pushing her down to meet my thrusts as she made her way down my neck.
Will's mouth leaves hot, wet bruises across my skin as she kisses and licks at my heated flesh, sucking and biting every inch of me she had access to.
"Fuck."