Hello there! Readers!
I have something special to share with you.
Is your childhood make you more curious about all things??
Have you experienced looking at the mirror and recognize the reflection as your real appearance?
Then have you ask yourself , where i came from? Where all this things came from?? Why this is my face look like and is it only me ,my mindset are very curious ??
Well, when i studying grade 3 schooling. I recognize myself that stucked in the front of a mirror , while Im in my friends house.
After we played they go to the kitchen and im all alone at the terrace.
I looked at my face and body and I Ask myself, who am i, why is it my name? Why we have parents. Why there's many people like me? Are they real or they can think like me?
In the school, they teach us that we are from the revolution of the monkeys. But i observed my face and whole body.
I distinguished the difference between monkeys and people and thinking that revolution is not a Fact and want to know the real answer.
Hey reader! Are you still there??
Let me tell you something
As i grow . I kept on asking on myself , like others, we have televisions , so i heard that theres some people died. I heard it always when the news reporter narrated and played the videos.
Years passed by, i have some relatives died in accidents, sicked then died and many more reasons.
So i asked myself , what happened to them ? And what happen when i got died too ?
Do i go to heaven or hell Or do i still live here as spirit but the alive people dont see me. Many questions enter to my mind at that times
And when im in my first year highschool(junior high)
Theres A tragedy happen to my life before im going to teen as 13 years old.
Because it really shocked me .
BUT BEFORE THAT....
LET ME TELL YOU SOMETHING.
when im in first year highschool, i got motivated to pursue become more confident and not shy anymore, cause i want to be one of the best students in the class. and i have close classmates that became my mortal enemy when it comes to oral recitation( only enemy in grades /HEHE/ )
i knew Anjie, shes my Seatmate.
she became my Very close bestfriend.
so i said earlier that i become more confident in class, so when it comes to nominations of group leaders, i always incharge in every subjects.. ( AS IN ALL SUBJECTS , im one of the group Leaders.
so i became more Busyyyyyy.
super busssssyyyyyyy.
you know what, thanks to my Bestfriend Anjie.
she's always here for me. i took her to be my assistant when we are together in a group avtivity subject .
she is responsible and help me to control all our members. and also help me to choose who will do the next reporting at front class.
SCENE:
(At the classroom)
ME:Hey Goodmorning Anjie! Hows your Day?
Her: Well , im not good . me and my mother always fighting at house. i think she doesnt love me. she like a bakulaw( gorilla )
she always nagged at me!
at that time, i dont know if i reply to her talks.
but i started observed
sometimes anjie punch me at my arm
(it hurts me)
(One Day)
Me: Whats your lunch for today in your lunchbox?
is it yummy? Commom lets eat!!!!
Her: charaann . 2 boiled eggs and lots of rice hehehe
Me: Ohhhh i see now lets share our food hihi.
Then we ate""""
(The Next Day)
Anjie: You know what i have a crush on a girl and also a boy.
Me:ahhhh i think thats good for u!
that u have a crush on a boy ..
but why you have a crush on a girl??
Anjie: i dont know ... lets eat ? have your lunchbox? or you go to carinderia to buy some food?
Me: Aahhhhhh i have my own. no need to go . whats your prepared lunch for today huh? (smiling)
Anjie:(opens the luncbox)
Me: Wow boiled egg again! how 'bout the rice ?? can you finished all of that?
Anjie: Oh yeah. i can
Me: Here are some of my shares to you ... common lets eat!
(Next Day)
Anjie and me: yayyy!!!!! its lunch time
Me: Yes were already hungry .. hoooh.
[we open our Lunchbox ]
as we open ,,, i noticed that her dish iii------ssssss ....,.
2 BOILED EGGS 🙀.
everyday we eat lunch together & eating,,,,
every day she always have her 2 boiled eggs and a lot of full rice that can eat for 3 persons
i started ask My friend about that lot of rice ..
sHe said to me that her mother prepare it to her.
so i started telling her
Me: oooohhhh your mother loves you!
she cant say it but she do :)
but u know i dont eat Boiled eggs.
i think im choking when i eat boiled eggs. i prefer Fried eggs. but wait , i want to know if boiled eggs are your fav'rite dish???
Her: I am sick.
i have sick in my Ulcer.
theres so many foods i need to avoid eating.
at my age, i think i understand her reason and her sick..
\\i ask more about her life and health ,
she told me that her disease came from jumping, running and walking after she ate..
HONOR STUDENTS SIMPLE AWARDING
TOP 2 . miss Aquino!!!
all : whoooooooooo yes miss top 2
My Brain~~~~~~
[ wow cant believe this ]
Is this for real????
im thankful to be honor students in every subject. but i cant believe that i can achieve this.
Anjie Gets top 9.
ME: CONGRATS FOR US !!!! YIPIIIEEEEEE
ANJIE:CONGRATS YOUR A TOP 2,! DESERVE
I THINK YOU WILL BE THE TOP ONE ,IF OUR TOP 1 IS NOT HERE, BECAUSE SHE ALWAYS REPEATING FIRST YEAR HIGHSCHOOL , ITS HER FOURTH TIMES ! SHES STILL IN FIRST YEAR HIGHSCHOOL!.
Me: Its Okay.
we deserve it all.. hehehhe come on lets celebrate..
( Every one kept on talk to me )
Complimenting about what we all done..
Me: I say so, i cant achieve this one . i have my bestfriend anjie. shes aLways there for me to help me.
(The Year Ends)
We promise to each other that before the enrolling period, we will see each one and we will together enroll for the next 2nd year highschool....
Me: I want you to be my classmate again for our next yeaaaar..... so excited!
Anjie: mee to my Bestfriend!
promise me , u and me will be together when the school brigade comes..
Me: yeah that's a promise!!!!
VACATION COMES...
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My friend of mine who's name is diane called me then tell me something unforgettable.
She asked me to come at their house then talk to this very serious thing.
Then when i got arrived, she invited me at her bedroom then tell me the big news .
I cried a lot , but im hoping that the news wasn't true.
She said that one of our very bestfriend
Her name was Anjie(she's a strong girl) she is also my classmate,seatmate, my assistant in group activities , is already died.
Im pannicking at that time and want to go to her town in maragondon,(nearby where we studying highscool)
When its time to the school brigade . we confirm the news, they say anjie is dead. But im still waiting,Im so very frustated and can't stop to cry because its like a dream . But as i can see , thats the reality of life for us, for all people.
I thought we can see each other when the school brigade comes to start enrolling for the next schoolyear .
Finally We go to her house to know evrything...
I saw her coffin. She wears white dress. She really looks like a girl because she's a little boyish in her attitude and appearnace.
And that is the Start for me to Know all of my questions.
I know this is your questions too
What happened to us when we die.
In that time i ask myself,
What happened to my bestfriend that she already died.
One night i cant stop crying and crying , then my mother told me that if i was so sad and cant take it anymore. My bestfriends family are the most have the pain for her lost. So i stop crying and whisper to the air and talk to my friend Anjie
Me: hey anjie , please i want to see you , just once only, i want to see you again just one more time ...
I dont scare at you
Huhuhuhuh I hope she will hear me because as i know that time , catholic church teach people that when we died, we are going to be spirits and can go to hell if bad or heaven if good.
Ive wait for her,
But no one spirit appear to me.
I forgot to tell, when i was childhood, i always encounter bad spirits and unexplainable things , and i believe in spirits when i growing up.
But i started to lose hope to see her again.
and i saw something that really caught my eyes .... Waaaaaaiiiittt
What is this???????????