EMMA
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My body feels numb and my breathing is short and uneven, my eyes are half closed, and yet I can't open them fully. My lips are shut so tightly that I can't speak or utter even a single sound. I feel motionless and yet I can feel the bed against my back. How long have I been like this? When did I even wake up? Have we reached Costa Rica yet?
I really need to move and get up but I can't, I am not during one of my episodes am I? It mostly happens and I don't remember, and it's mostly during dreams. It has never happened when I am fully awake or has it?
Emmaline.
Emmaline.
Emmaline, listen to my voice.
Emma!
