My senses were in a mix, I was torn between pleasure and fear. My mind was getting foggy with each passing second, saying his name didn't help. I wasn't so sure anything would… he was still recreating with me and I knew it. I was sick for thinking this was something else, this was torture and I wasn't so sure how long I was will stay still or be alive. Can I even do anything right now? Would it work? I could use magic to rid myself of this but I just couldn't bring myself to hurt him, that would be too much, I didn't know what to do and it was killing me to the point I was almost suffocating under him. HE was suffocating me... and I never had such a feeling before. I have always felt safe and secure by his closure, but right now he gave me nothing but fear, my beating heart was about to jump out of my chest.