GRAYSON
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I have never felt pain like this before… to the point I couldn't breathe. It felt like my chest was wringing from an unruly pain that made my insides wanna pulverize. I couldn't bear to be in the same room with her the moment she uttered those words to my face. I just have to leave or else my most vulnerable side will show, maybe she has already seen it and chooses to mock me with it.
What was I seriously thinking? I made a big mistake thinking there was something more, I thought she perhaps feels the same connection with me but I was wrong, I might as well have been lying to myself, I was just a sexual impulse for her, she has gotten what she wanted. What was I exactly thinking? Having sex with a werelion when I knew it was doing me more harm than good. I let my emotions and the bizarre attraction I have for her take over me, I let the unquenchable need I had for her consume me, led me on, and let me do something there was no return to.
