This was absurd and insane, how the fuck did I get here? I knew I was home but how? My brain couldn't process it, I was very certain of the route I took, my damn lion must have lost his mind, I was going crazy! I must have thought about her, fuck I always think about her, and now I ended up here, and not exactly in a very welcoming appearance, I was covered in blood and in my beast form, shit shit shit! The highest of fuck! Stupid stupid stupid! I almost punched myself or clawed at my body for doing something as ridiculous as this, what the actual fuck is wrong with me? I knew I was losing my marbles but this was far exceeding that, this was far beyond my limit of practical thinking.
Every inch of my body brought me here subconsciously, I ended up here without a double thought.
