Toro
I march into the kitchen to make myself something to eat. My stomach was already growling. I pull out a pan to make myself some pancakes. Watching Kenny making them made me crave them now. I fetched the flour and got to work, don't wanna dwell on what happened last night or what Kenny said.
I won't deny the fact I feel my insides churn with pleasure whenever I bump into her. And now all I want is to talk to her, I want her here. Toro, this isn't real and you shouldn't be feeling this way. Stick to your plan, not get too close to anyone. I have to listen to the tiny voices in my head and do as they said. The more I get attached to her, the more intense these feelings become.
I've and I need to convince myself I don't feel any emotional attachment for her. I need to decide when to return home. I have missed my mom so much, it's been long I saw her. I hope she's doing okay.
