My imaginations and how i lived in real life it's two different things. How i wish it would change but the fear is the one that takes part in my life. I always thought it would change after turning 18 but i was absolutely wrong, the fear actually worsened.

"Tinker" you have to pack your bags now it's already 8pm and u know that u can't pack tomorrow because ur bus is going to school early".

I know aunty I'm going to pack my bags at 9pm they is nothing wrong about that right?.

"I don't want any questions or your nonsense"!, I said do it now.

But aunty...

What? Don't taste my patience tinker, I'm not your age mate

The way I rushed to pack my bags is imaginable. I knew that when my aunty bring words of age mate my world is over

I finished packing in an hour that shocked my aunty because she knew

that I take a whole day doing something.

"Good night my lovely aunty"

Instead of saying it back,she rolled her eyes.

What? aunty can't u say it back. ( laughing)it's so easy moss.

I don't say goodnight to lazy people (walking away)

It did not ruin my day of being happy that i was going form 4 and

tomorrow was the day. I was imagining my days of schools, how I wanted it to be

(My imaginations) I'm going to be the popular girl in the school and everyone would want to be my friend. I'm going to be the best

academically and be the best as a basketball player and baseball ⚾player. I will be the extreme extrovert and make sure that hottest dude Tyler will notice me. It's going to be the best days of my school. I'm readily prepared now, The Tinker they know at school changed now.

In the morning i prepared for school. My aunty escorted me to the bus 🚌 which was about 2km from home. Inside i was happy that i was gonna experiment new things at school without a guardian or parent in my nose but outside I faked the sadness that i was gonna miss my aunty. I was gonna spend 3months at school on my first term but home is the one thing that i didn't wanna miss