Father was a teacher in High school, in my town it is very conservative, high school for girls and boys. They are seperate. My city is literary like Babylon, where all people were sinful hidden in a cave as if they were worshiping God. Instead they were worshiping devils. It is the same, they act as if they are conservatives; following the lead of God and protective. But they are the heart of darkness.
I was laying on that bed. He came to me whispering in my ears, something that I called nonsense; " I'm going to Have another woman, I'm going to get married again, Are you okay with that?".
" I don' t know father" .
I was seven years old. What do you expect from a girl in that age, to make decisions for elders??
Would my decision have made a change to his own conscious that was dead? Foolishly blinded by his own sins and devil temptations.
" I don't care, and I don' t want to bother to do so. I won't love you anymore". That what how I decided to offer for my own age.
I don' t know If I could consider him as my father from that moment. I saw him begging mother in the kitchen to forgive him. And his excuse Lucifer played on his mind.
Devil is a devil, but a human can be more than one. People find a shelter behind devils whispers. People can decide what to follow and what to expect from their actions. They wear sins as their own fate.
I came back to reality and I was 10 years old. Where father and mother started again, where my hatred and a life of a teenager developed into a darkness.