Simran - I know Raj, I know it's not easy, you know what,even I used to think like this about every boy around me , then I met you phir
Raj - phir?
Simran - phir sab badal gaya
a smile appeared on his face unknowingly, and he looked at her in surprise and was waiting for her to continue the convo
After long pause Simran said
Simran : I trust you , I don't know, kyu , kis liye but I trust you , the way you take care of me, the way you helped me during my anxiety attack , it meant a lot to me
she looked at him with her teary eyes and continued the convo
Simran - you know what, even seema doesn't know about my anxiety attacks, nobody knows except Anjali that I am consulting a psychiatrist, I shared this with you because I trust you
she looked at him, he was also in tears
Simran - you were the only one who made me calm after my attack otherwise it takes 3-4 days for me to get normal,I allowed you to calm me down because I trust you, I trust you a lot
Raj looked at her
why do you trust me so much, asked Raj
Simran looked at him , she blinked her eyes twice, bit her lower lip and said " I don't know "
Simran got up from the bench and was about to leave
"simran" , Raj called out her name to stop her
she turned towards him, Raj got up and went towards her, he held her waist and pulled her towards him
"Kyu trust karti ho mujhe itna? " Raj asked her again softly
Simran looked at him , her heart beat increased, his grip tightened on her waist and he pulled her closer again
"kyu? ", he asked her again
"kyu ki mai wo aap ", Simran couldn't utter a word properly, she was breathless, She closed her eyes tightly
"koyi aa jaayega Raj pls" , she murmured under her breath
"kitni baar bola hai, when you talk to me look at me and speak" , he said and slowly loosened his grip from her waist
She opened her and looked at him, he was smiling by looking at her frightened face
"kitni badi darpok ho tum" , he said
Simran pushed him back angrily
he laughed loudly looking at her angry red face
"Aap na aap bilkul bhi acche nahi ho" , she said with an angry pout
Raj stopped laughing
"thank you, thank you so much for everything, thank you for trusting me so much,thank you for making me understand what I actually feel for you" , confessed Raj with a smile on his face
Simran still looked clueless but replied to him with a smile
Simran - my pleasure , ye wo waala pleasure nahi hai
Raj and simran both started laughing
Raj - tume aaj psychiatrist ke paas jaana tha na?
Simran - nahi gayi
Raj - kyu ?
Simran - I am scared
Simran started stammering again to calm her down Raj diverted the topic
Raj - canteen chale,coffee piogi?
Simran nodded her head
both came out of the classroom together
All their friends looked at them in shock
sameer - dekho, bola tha na, she is the one for him
sneha , Anjali, Vijay, seema smiled looking at them
Simran and Raj sat down opposite each other
Raj- tum baitho mai coffee laata hoon
Simran nodded her head
All their friends came and sat down with Simran
All the girls started Chit-chatting
meanwhile Raj came with two coffees
Sameer - sirf do? humare liye bhi kuch le aata
( sameer said with a huge grin on his face)
Raj - mujhe kya pata tha tum log aa jaaoge idhar
Vijay - kyu nahi aana chahiye tha?
Raj - shut up Vijay
Raj gave the coffee to Simran and sat down on the chair
Sameer - so?
Raj - so what?
Vijay- so sab theek ho gaya
Raj looked at Simran , she was busy in chatting with Anjali and sneha
Sameer - kuch bolega bhi?
Raj got up from there and went little away from Simran , Vijay and sameer followed him too
Raj - I tried a lot to stay away from her but jitna dur bhaagne ki koshish kiya wo utna hi mere khayaalo mai aane lagi hai, today when she told me she trusts me so much that she revealed her secret I felt bad, I felt ki wo jab mujhe itna trust karti hai tho mai kyu nahi, mai kyu vidhi ki galtiyaan uspe thop raha hoon, when we both spoke today it felt like she understands me so much, she heals my pain without even trying, she makes me smile, she makes me complete
Raj turned around to look at his friends who were listening to him seriously and continued to speak
"i thought ye sirf ek mere sexual attraction hai jo kuch dino mai dur ho jaayega but ye sirf attraction nahi hai, this is something more then that, I can't ignore her anymore, I can't hurt her anymore , I want to forget my past and spend some more time with her, I want to heal her pain "
Raj said with a smile and tears in his eyes
Sameer and Vijay were in tears too, they hugged Raj
sameer - you both need each other
Vijay - you both are made for each other
Raj smiled and said "itni dur tak mat jaa, wo sirf like karti hai mujhe, pyaar nahi "
Sameer - pyaar bhi ho jaayega
Raj - mom milna chaah rahi thi usse kal but kal itna sab ho gaya ki
Vijay - tho baat yahaan tak pahuch gayi
Sameer - i didn't expect this
Raj - shut up guys i mean tum sab ko lunch pe bulaaya tha mom ne kal
Vijay - tho aaj chalte hai
Raj - then I will inform her too about it
First bell rang and everyone went into the classroom
2 hrs passed in lectures Simran and Raj kept looking at each other, Raj was not able to take his eyes away from her, not even for a second , hours passed in minutes, everyone got busy in writing down notes which was dictated by the lecturer, Raj couldn't concentrate on the class, he kept stealing glances at simran ...