Another sleepless night.
I pondered how this pandemic hit me.
I lost my youth and my future.
Which direction do I need to go?
trapped in a hazy unending maze.
I'm scared to live yet not brave enough to end it.
All those sleepless nights I've wasted.
The heaviness I feel tonight,
Guilty feelings suffocated me.
I thought my future would be bright.
Just some wishful thinking of mine.
-Vanilla Shin-
14/June/2022