" can you ever love me without her?.. or without money, jewels..powers? "

I teared up as they looked at me with a disgust in their eyes, truthfully. My own flesh and blood was remaining onto our step-sister's side, they're not trying to hide it. They're slapping me with it.

" You disgrace.. I knew it, I should've have abandoned you when your were a bab- "

He covered his mouth when he saw my face with full of confusion, and shocked. Even others. Some were laughing, I fell down on my knees trying to contain my anger.

Even I'm his real daughter, the first grand-daughter of flastansia sionia family. If she didn't come, my stepmother. I'll be the honored duchess.

I, Sirene Flastansia Sionia. Was toss aside when they come in our life, we were a happy family. As well my siblings, after they come. My siblings start to hate me, and my own father. They turned they're back on me.

Ceriana Flastansia Sionia, the second daughter. She was elegantly magnificent. Florentila Flastansia Sionia, the third daughter. She's foolish but smart, a lot of people look up to her. Irene Flastansia Sionia, my twin. No, my almost identical twin. She's a total fool but have a talent in dancing, she have a great mana too. Kaito and Laito. Our youngest sibling who softened to me.

But also turned they're back on me.

I'm the oldest. I have the talent, and brain. As well beauty. Most people admired me for it, but some liked me romantically. I don't want love at all if it's not from my family.

In neonalia heart kingdom, mage, holy knights, witches. 5 elements, like powers. One, the common one. Is water and fire, the rare is wind and fire. The rarest was the dark light and lightness.

Three laven means hope, love and care. The forth leaven represents endless mana which is for elf's, the fifth represents the devil.

Devil's exist in spade kingdom, away from the neonalia heart kingdom. It atleast takes a week to get there unless you have spatial or teleport magic.

Spatial was a thing you can travel with you friends with, but. You can only teleport into the places you've traveled.

However, Royal's, duke's, nobleman's. Are unfair to humanity, as well the comonners. It's a rule I'm trying to break.

Laven's, grimore's are especial in this world, grimore is where the laven mark is. However only someone who have a mana who'll have the grimore.

I'm studying at the prestigious academia to learn alchemy for those who don't have magic, I wanted to create magic stones for them because it's for the better in the neonalia heart kingdom.

Furthermore, I posses the darkness magic. Known as dark light, but I also have the fifth and forth laven's grimore.

Darkness, lightning. However. I didn't ask for this mana, and grimore. It's a curse for me who wants a simple, quite life.

It's irritating of how people envy me for this, envious glares. Admires, and all. I hate it.

In this world, woman's are useless. They wether gave birth to a child, or do chore's for the royal's, nobleman's. And I, Sirene Flastansia Sionia will change it soon enough.

However, even my own family didn't know this. I also posses the spring.

" Spring " one of the four elements, spring. Winter was viena urunia gionia. And summer was lord Hiro Hiroshima. He's a grand-duke who was certainly have a political marriage with me. Rainy season.. the crown princess.

But, I'm just a reader who was literally reincarnated as the villainess in the story which is Sirene Flastansia Sionia.

Certainly, the story didn't end without flaws. Sirene killed Seria Flastansia Sionia who was the stepsister and protagonist. Out of jealousy. However protagonist can't die. So she survive and tell the whole kingdom about it, Hiro who was inlove with Seria heard about it and out of anger he killed the antagonist on the debudante. He also proposed to Seria and live happily ever after.

However that's not the case. I'm ayane keitseki. Who lived in just studying, and earning money. I lived through hatred and desires to be rich and live an stable life.

My mom was an gambler and money spender. That's why dad left us when he pregnant another pretty woman.

That's why I worked hard and get it onto the girls academia, the alarneis academia. One of the prestigious school in the country.

But, I just don't have the luck. I got framed for stealing such a jewelry and got kicked out of the school. I lost my purpose in life and started to drink alcohol, and that one night.

I was walking in the city feeling drunk, when I was about to cross the road I suddenly got hit. And woke up as the villainess as a child.

A baby. I suppose I was reading my favorite book, which is hated and loved before I die.

' where.. I am? ', ' didn't I die? ' those questions pestered me for hours then suddenly someone walked in and cuddle me in her chest. " Your grace, goodmorning. It's time for your meal lady Sirene. "

I was quite shocked when she called me Sirene, I tried to speak but all I can speak is baby's language.

But all I know is, I'll die in my 20th debudante. Quite cruel I see. However, I have a plan. I'll continuesly to avoid the protagonist and main lead for unavoidable issue's. If fate is fate, I'd like to fight and change date wether the fate likes it or not.

First is to escape the palace on 15th birthday, and take some jewelries that I know that'll cost much more than my life.

And second, I'll kill everyone that got into my way of playing the game.

Third is, to make everyone like me. Again, even after she walk in. Seria, and her mother Illinois. She's quite useless for a duchess.

If I'm playing the game I need a teammates, if I'm betting. I'll bet on Louis, and ceriana, and kaito and Laito. They're powerful and handy, Louis? He's a slave.. a powerful slave who'll kill the devil, the emperor of spade kingdom that's why I'll be the one who's gonna be his master. Not Seria.

Ceriana, was a handful too. She's beautiful and can seduce everyone, as well smart. Her magic power is quite useful for a healing mage too.

Kaito and Laito, those twins are perfect combo. Physically strong, and their magic is good because they're a light knight. Meaning, one of the most powerful knight on neonalia heart kingdom.

However, the main lead Hiro Hiroshima. Was physically and mentally strong, he's cold and impudent. A jerk, but he's a handsome jerk. At first I liked him in the novel, but my life. No, my second life isn't a novel. One glance on Hiro, he'll be able to touch your heart right away, And that's how he got sirene's heart.

The ' love ' that Sirene never gotten from others, even so. They're fiancee's even they're a baby's.

So right now, I'm politically marriage to Hiro. It's a headache thinking about it. I don't want to think about him.

It's rather painful.

When I woke up on my craddle I remained silent on the day, as well the night. I just cry wether I'm hungry or didn't like the conversation.

So, this is how a noble live. I thought silently as I looked at the moon and stars, I gaze at them carefully. Adoring them as if they're the most beautiful thing I saw, in my past life I didn't have the life to look at the moon.

Hm, I wonder when he'll come..? I asked myself and sighed, ' him. ' my father. At this time, he should've have atleast visited his daughter.

Don't he have care or something? He's delusional, and pathetic. He's weak if I'm being disrespectful, regard all that but Sirene decided to ignore it.

I'll curse him, really.