"Oy! Oy! Why are you purposely killing yourself!"
I couldn't fathom the process of opening more than one knowledge from the 'library' all at once. My consciousness became more and more unstable, to the point where Lambda began to act, trying to keep me alive both spiritually and mentally.
It took a while until the burst of blood that was draining every pores and bone marrow inside of my body was maintained from the interference of the Elder Arcadian, and so did the dread and fear that was corrupting me to act hastily.
There, I sat on the platform with my leg stretched, inside a thick pool of red that consisted of my blood.
"Guuuuu." Lambda put an intense yet worried gaze. "That is unexpected. Though, I should have expected it as the process of the soul renovation is making the mind and consciousness more stimulated and sensitive than before."
"What happens if I die here?"