So what do I learn from that bear weirdo?
Firstly, exposing myself with the content of the film roll would manifest something he refers to as the Philosophical Desire.
It may or may not have a major impact on the entirety of my being. Knowing that the side effect of failure results is going to turn me into the equivalent of cosmic horror.
That freak has an absurd fixation on philosophy as if he was a kid that tasted his first bite of junk food.
Secondly, there are around 21,563 people, including me, that have faced that freak. Or so the freak had stated.
Thirdly, failing to manifest the so-called Philosophical Desire would result in turning oneself into a Nihil. It was so important that I needed to stress it twice.
The consequences of transforming into a Nihil would not only affect your body and psyche, but it would alter the correlation of physical law that had already existed within this world, and the matters of their existence.