On an Evening in Roma played from the antique record player as I headed toward the staircase and took in the guests in the foyer. My papà's sister and husband, a few male cousins, and my brother Tony, who was shooting an intense glare in Steve's direction. Tony leaned against the wall with his hands in his black suit pockets, alone. His girlfriend wasn't Italian and was rarely invited over. My mamma disliked her just because she was dating her son.
I loved my brother, but he was reckless, impulsive, and lived by the code, "If I don't like it then I'll fucking shoot it." And it looked like he wanted to shoot Steve Russo. There was some history between the two, and it wasn't the good kind.
My gaze caught on a striking woman with ... interesting style. She stood next to a man who I assumed to be her grandfather, but then he slid a hand onto her ass. She only pursed her lips like it was an annoyance.
She wore a mink shawl in July, over a thin olive-green dress, and thigh-high boots. Long dark hair fell in smooth waves, and with her fake eyelashes and large hoop earrings she was like an ad to the seventies era. And, as if she wasn't doing her job well enough, she blew a pink bubble and popped it, her eyes narrowing on me like I was the one whose style was four decades too late. If polar opposites were ever in the same room, it was her and me, undoubtedly.
Almost home free with one hand on the banister, my father's voice sounded behind me. "Anastasia, come here."
My stomach dipped and I closed my eyes in defeat, but I only hesitated for a second because that voice was non-negotiable.
My hands grew clammy as I made my way to where my papà stood next to Steve. When I reached my father's side, he took my arm and gave me a smile, but it didn't reach his eyes. Papà looked ten years younger than his fifty-five, with small streaks of silver through his black hair. He was always in a suit, and you'd never find a wrinkle in it, but that gentleman look was just a façade. I'd first seen how he'd gotten his reputation when I was seven, through a crack in his office door.
"Anastasia, this is Steve Russo. Nico, this is Anastasia, my eldest daughter."
I'd done this dance a hundred times, just a different day, a different man. However, this time my breath was cut short, as though I was about to be pushed off a plank and into shark-infested water if I looked up at him. He's just a man, I reminded myself. A man with the worst reputation in New York State, easily.
Why did I glare?
Inhaling for courage, I tipped my head, not being able to see him under the brim of my hat. A warm rush of recognition ran down my spine as I met his heavy gaze. Light brown eyes, the color of whiskey on ice, and thick, dark lashes. It gave him a brooding expression, almost as if he was looking into the sun, yet he was looking at me as though he was being introduced to one of the servants and not someone he would call " sister-in-law."
I stood a few inches taller than Jennie, and even in my heels the top of my head wouldn't hit his chin. I had the strong urge to avert my gaze and focus it eye-level on his black tie, but it felt like he'd be winning something if I looked away, so I held his stare. My tone was as polite as it always was in company. "It's a pleasure—"
"We've already met."
We what?
His indifferent voice ran down my spine, with a strange thrill following in its wake. He'd hardly said anything, but it now felt like I was standing on Russo turf instead of Angel. As if a six-foot diameter around him was claimed as Russo no matter where he stood.
Papà frowned. "When did you two have the chance to meet?"
I swallowed.
Something amused and dangerous played in Steve's gaze. "Earlier at church. Remember, Anastasia?"
My heartbeats collided with a crash. Why had my name rolled off his tongue like he was more than familiar with it?
My papà stiffened beside me, and I knew why he did: he thought I'd done something inappropriate with this man, like his tone had suggested. Heat rushed to my cheeks. All because of one mistake I'd made six months ago, my papà thought I'd come on to my sister's fiancé?
I blinked through my apprehension. This was due to a really short, not even that hostile glare? This man had found out my weakness and was now playing with me.
Frustration clawed at my chest. I couldn't very well go and make this situation worse by disagreeing with a don my father would most likely believe over me now. And so, I forced my voice into the lightest tone I could muster. "Yes, we've met, Papà. I forgot my jacket in the church and ran into him inside."
I realized my mistake too late. It was July; I hadn't worn a jacket. And Steve knew that.
He pulled a hand out of his pocket and ran a thumb across his bottom lip, giving his head a small shake. He looked impressed I had played along but almost disappointed at what a poor job I'd done.
I did not like this man—not at all.
A cold whisper ran through my blood as my father looked between us like he was unsure.
"Well, all right," Papà finally responded, patting my arm. "That's good, then. I'm sure Nico might have some questions for you about Jennie. You know her best."
My lungs expanded, and I took in a breath.
"Yes, of course, Papà."
I would rather eat a handful of dirt.
The front door opened and my mamma's brother and Papà's consigliere, Marco, entered with his wife. My father said a parting word and went to greet them, and just left me with this man, whose presence was beginning to burn.
He stared down at me.
I stared up at him.
As a corner of his lips lifted, I realized I was amusing him. My cheeks heated with annoyance. Before, I would have murmured something sweet and made my leave, but that was before. Now, I couldn't keep my expression polite as I met Steve's—Nico's, whatever his name was—gaze.
"We have not met," I said firmly.
He cocked a brow in a cavalier way. "YOUl sure? Here I was under the impression you had me all figured out."
My heart fluttered so fast it couldn't be healthy. I had no idea what to say because he was right. This interaction wasn't doing anything to prove he wasn't who I thought he was all along, however.
He smoothed an absent hand down his tie.
"Do you know what assuming gets you?"
"Killed?" I breathed.
His eyes fell to my lips. "Smart girl." The words were deep and soft, and a strange part of me felt like I'd done something good.
My breaths turned shallow when he moved to walk past me but stopped by my side. His arm touched mine and it burned like the lightest licks of a flame. His voice brushed the side of my neck. "It's nice to meet you, Anastasia." He said my name like he should have earlier: without any insinuation. Like I was something he could check off his list before he walked away.
I stood there, staring ahead, while absently returning a couple smiles to family members.
So that was my future brother-in-law. The man my sister would marry.
Maybe I was a horrible person, but some guilt drifted away and out the door another person just entered.
Because I was suddenly glad it was her and not me.
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