It was a 12:50 Am late night of full moon. I sat lost in though on the balcony. Thought it was late night of full moon, I couldn't fall sleep. I desperately wanted to hear her voice with smile and thought of giving her a call.
Only a few days ago, we had had a fight since then, we hadn't been so close. I dialed her number but the line was busy. Who was she talking to in the late night, I wondered. Then volunteered an answer for myself-may be she is doing her homework or watching movies on the Internet. I trusted her so I went to bed HOPING hoping to catch her on her way to collage in the morning.
When I went to meet her, I was late. I got back home and prayed that she would call but the telephone never ever rang.
The next day Friday was my birthday. At midnight, phone rang "it must be her". I thought but it was Anish my friend. I waited and waited finally the next morning she called up and wished me. I was elated but she seemed to be in a hurry she put the phone down with-out asking me what was my plans where for the days.
My friend called me and invited me to a party. I accepted we had fun, jumping, laughing, singing and dancing when in a corner I saw a couple kissing each other passionately. I was taken a back. MY Lord it was her.
My legs grew limps and tears filled in my eyes. I failed to manage a smile on my face as I excused myself and went home. All the happy and beautiful moments spent with her were unreal. I just couldn't believe it. I had been ditched.
Did she ever have feelings for me? I could hardly believe it.
It's been a year and finally I have learnt to become happy and funny. But that nightmare still haunts me and my heart. Those beautiful moments spent with her are unforgettable. After all I had loved her, I only wish I could ask if "she had ever love me" ?