Well that's how my life is I wake up to thought like that,feeling like crap, wanting this hell of a game called life to end,I feel that way all the fucking time,open your eyes.
Wake up to reality,am not insane or crazy,am woke to the fact that nothing's real.
it's the year 2099,only a year away for us to enter 2100,my name Nicolas am 25 yr old and work in the Platinum district lab.
in the lab we test out cure,check out possible habitants,cure for cancer was released five years ago,and colonization for habitable planets have been put in motion.
our work is to find a planet with resources,the HPRLCmeaningful habitable planets reasource locator and colonization started in the year 2045,the programme have been passed to the Platinum district.
Seeing as only them had the needful resources to put the plan in action,it have been proven that cure to disease, resources that could have a positive impact on life.
plant that could extend life span, could be found in other distant planets,the theory of the multiuniverse have always been my common factor of curiosity.
There are multiple universe outside or solar system, could there be a planet holding life, capable of holding life?,the curious nature of man is inevitable.
it's normal for man to be curious,but my curiosity have seem to grow to great lengths over the period.
I have never seen things on a global perspective,am always thinking outside the box,what's not to the seeing if the human eye intrugues me in a deeper manner.
The research programme have proven of a distance plant a light year away called planet X23vita,the planet have been studied to have unique.
probabilities.
the cure for cancer was found in a planet originally called mass345ava,but now called canceria67tiva,it grows a particular vegetation called the quicancerals.
the Vegetation was quite unusual and weird,but the properties consisted the vital materials needed to cure cancer radium.
The multiple contents in the plant was also use to cure other disease,that brought us to the conclusion that some distant planets hold the key to problems in life.
it had been discovered that X23vita has unique probabilities,it could be our hope for a planet to hold life,a river link have been found by the 7 out of the 1345 probes sent to the planet.
Technologic rovers have captured pictures of the river bank,and exploration date would be the year 2100,which we are very much exited.
The trip would be long approximately 10-15 years to get there,but it's worth it, the platinum district have colonized three planets over the last couple of years, various research centers have been planted there.
platinum district gets there revenue from the contents sourced from the planets,curing of disease,provision of minerals, manufacturing of robots basically the major things you need can only be gotten from the platinum district.
that's why their so rich,you may be wondering where Molly and Zac are,well due to my position in the HPRLC,they are now legal populants in the district,they have their life and I have mine.
During my free time I research on something more deeper,my main factor on my reach have been on "what's more than reality",we can't lie that some times life just doesn't feel real.
I've reached a point in life where everything I do seem planned,it's been 10 years since I've been diagnosed with have amnesia.
you would think in this point of time the world is so advanced,so why can't they get my memory back.
well that's what I don't understand too,what can't you just get me my memory, honestly I don't feel too bothered by it,like I said before I feel like am not supposed to know.
yesterday something fucked up happened,l was walking by the park,I took a turn and just kept fucking walking to nowhere to my knowledge.
I absolutely don't know where I was going to,I took a turn and sat on one of the swings,while swinging I suddenly feel a throbbing pain in my head, "fuck"Nicolas curses.
Nicolas holds his head as he falls from the swings,"what the hell"Nicolas causes.The pain in his head increases,a flash appear in his rectnar.
A memory pass through his mind for a brief moment,Nicolas swore he saw a memory from his passed of little version of himself on the swing but it was too quick to pin.
it was like something deleted it almost immediately before he could remember,the memory was too short for comfort.
Nicolas POV
I swore I had a memory of me,but somehow it vanishes,going to the doctor for a check up,I felt furious what's the point of being in a time of technology where minor problem like memory loss can't be fixed.
"listen Nicolas I don't understand how you can see a flash memory and it doesn't stick even a little bit"Doctor Alfred says looking at his clipbook.
"you know what doc, I don't understand,how did I even get into such accident huh?"Nicolas askes frustrated.
Doctor Alfred adjust his tie as he clears his throat in a nervous manner.
Nicolas just observed his behaviour closely,this was not the first time doctor Alfred behaved like this,he had the habit of changing the topic quickly like he was trying to hide something.
Does it have something to do with my memory,do they know what happen but don't want to tell me,what are there keeping from me.
what's the cause of my memory loss,that seems to be the only part I don't remember.
"So have you been doing yoga to relieve stress,that might be causing loss of flash backs that you recover"Doctor Alfred smoothly changes the topic.
As usual changes the topic,why the fuck don't they want to tell me,why did I forget so easily the memory, why did it just dissappear like that,weird.
"Nicolas?"Doctor Alfred calls out, Nicolas break from his thoughts as he looks up at doctor Alfred,"hey doc have you always had brown hair.
Don't you use to have some white strands and stuff" Nicolas questions suspicious of the change.
He swore that Doctor Alfred had white strands of hair,how come he has full head of brown hair,no single strand of white.
"oh ....um I dyed it yesterday"doctor Alfred says with an award laugh, Nicolas narrows his eyes looking up at the doctor,"dyed"Nicolas says.
"That's too bad the white strands was nice, because of your style I always wanted to have white hair"Nicolas chuckles,"yes you've made it clear on how much you like them"Doctor Alfred chuckles.
*******outside the hospital*******
That what I mean when I talk about gliches and life fake,like what the hell,Doc dyed his hair,bro they would be some difference,it looked like the white hair disappeared.