"The saintess is healing those wounded, mast-",
Idris interrupted Yvonne before she finish the word master.
"Go back now before they notice something"
Yvonne leave and idris look at Capuz with tired face after he meditate.
"You, were going to be married in your kingdom"
"What!! They will kill me if they found out i lost to elves"
'What is this obsessed bastard planning he might be the strongest in west but he's nothing in my Kingdom'
"Don't worry i can assure no one will touch you"
Idris starts packing his clothes and Capuz is still worrying what will happen to them when they go to South region Kingdom.
Idris uses illusion to change Capuz's appearance and drive the carriage into south.
"Hey why do you want me to be your wife instead saving your past wife?"
"I already did and i do not have any feelings for her anymore"
Idris answer Capuz question while eating at night and sitting in wood and warmth by a bonfire.
"Want me to continue?"
"Continue of what?"
"The story, You know even i go back to past if someone is destined to die they will die, im not a god who can change or stop someone's destiny but if i were, i will.
Holding back the tears because he knows that this girl infront of him will never ever understand his pain the pain of someone who needs help, a freedom from regression, mentality breakdown's, the feeling of pain, the feeling of despair, the feeling of loneliness and sadness took away his emotions.
Some people thought immortality is being immortal who can't die, seeing their love ones die, seeing the people who kill each other because they were ordered to, seeing the world is in chaos, seeing the world destruction but the meaning of immortality or immortal is dying of old age but idris wanted the true meaning of immortality not the people's though about immortality.
But there are some thoughts idris wanted to find out such as do i still have a soul since every time i died i go back to past and when i died why am i going only going back at the age 12.
I wonder where will i go if i died and didn't back to past heaven or hell.
"You promised me my dear that you will save me"
Idris open his eyes as widely wake up and stand up he see Capuz is sleeping inside the carriage without a blanket so he took off his shirt and cover Capuz as a blanket.
"Fucking nightmare where the fuck are you nocturne eat my nightmares not my beautiful dreams!"
I will become king no i will become an emperor who will rule them with fear...