She brought you oranges everyday but oranges were not your favourites apples were
Apples that I brought for you everyday
You ate the oranges even though you hated them
You ate the oranges with a smile on your face but with pain in your eyes
You liked the apples I kept secretly in your locker
she wore a blue shirt saying it was your favourite colour
But I wore black knowing it is your favourite colour
I saw you at the ice cream shop, she ordered Oreo and cookie for you but what you loved was mint chocolate , I wanted to bring it you but I remembered your girlfriend was her , she knew you better than me
Today,
You raised your voice at me because I made your girlfriend fall
I told you it was accidentally
but you didn't want to listen
someone bumped into me from behind that's why I knocked her down
I fell too
but you didn't see that
I was hurt too
but you didn't notice that
I was bleeding both from the scrap on my knee and also in my heart
You carried her to the nurse while I limped to the nurse
I wondered why her not me
maybe it was because of her blonde hair and blue eyes
but I had black hair and brown eyes
maybe it was because she didn't have freckles all over her face
but mine were only on my nose and beneath my eyes nowhere else
maybe you liked short girls
but I was not exactly a giant at 5'7
At the nurse the pain in my heart grew with each passing second
You were scowling at me the whole time
i saw you easing her pain by blowing at her wound
no one was blowing me
you refused for the nurse to look at my wound first but her hand on your back was all it took for you to agree
After the nurse episode I decided to get over you
but that night as I was going home
I saw you crossing the road
And a car was speeding in your direction
I want to say I don't know what took over
but I know
I couldn't see you getting knocked down
so I pushed you but wasn't quick enough to save myself
Even though I love you I decided to love me more
Hence I moved but I know let alone missing me, a thought of me will never cross your mind